Casa Di Napoli - the italian restaurant *thumbs up*

today can be described as....
WONDERFUL !!!!

i almost laughed the whole day xD
it makes my life more loooooooooonger ^^

well tuition we were laughing and laughing
dunno why le xD
maybe that we're friends
thats why we keep laughing ^^

night is awesome~!
i went to an italian restaurant....
it is soooooooo amazing
i havent been there for 6 YEARS

that time i met my friend
hmm... whats her name?
oh ya
casovia khoo xD
that time we were....
9 years old?
oh god we were soooo small xD

i snap some pictures
it doesnt change much
its still the same way as it does

My Mummy ^^

The first appetizer
Cream Di Bosco
*Thumbs up*
Very creamy, tasty, nice
fantastic
-

Next is...
Pizzas Hawaiian
This is so FANTASTIC
AHHHHH xD
-
Here comes....
Baked Fish Fille
This is my fathers.
It is sooo
DELICIOUS
-This is
Todays special
Turkey Roll~!

well, my father asked some stupid questions to that
Italian man xD
The conversation :

D as dad
I as italian man
________________
D : Hey may i know whats that?
I : Thats today's special "Turkey Roll"
D : Turkey? Can i look at that turkey?
I : *eyes big* T...Turkey? Sir u know whats turkey? Its turkey meat
D : Oh i know. But can i look at that turkey meat?
I : Sir its meat. *pinch his hand* meat sir
[ Me and my mum laughing like hell ]
D : About how big is the turkey?
I : Its about 200g per slice Sir. About this big. *shows his action*
Mum : Ok just get me one.
I : Oh ok.

HAHAHAHAHAHA
i know it doesnt look funny
but trust me
U don wanna see the situation
it could make u laugh like a hyena
xD

Well this is mine.
Galleto Venetto
its chicken with mushroom soup, cheese, herb....
T-T *touched*
Its soooooo delicious
*slurp*

-eating time-

Know whose plate is this?
its mine xD
i ate everything
even the vege
and the chips o.O
first time leee xD

this is my fathers. xD

- this is my mothers ^^-

Interested?
Come find this restoran.
[ casa di napoli ristorante pizzeria ]
Its somewhere in front of KEC and Bukit Raja Jusco
No. 12, Kln tiara 2c bbk.
03-33433072

its VERY DELICIOUS ^^

hehe~

holidays are going to over~

its BTS time~! xD

whats bts?

B - back
T - to
S - school

xD
i duno saw whose msn personal message xD


today
when to JJ & SP ( sunway pyramid )

actually
i did the shopping most xD
plus smsing with someone
well long time no contact xD

i bought two shorts
i chosen myself for the first time ==

and i bought
brand new webcam
speaker + audio
mouse
keyboard

WAKAKAKAKA
happy happy ^^



i miss my classmates
at least some are still in contact

i miss the sounds of our laughters~
i miss the sounds of our chasing~
i miss the sounds of someone yelling~
i miss the sounds of someone shouting~
i miss the sounds of the pen scribbing~

well
i miss everything =(

this is the holidays

long cruel boring





want to go back to school
T_T







-octopus aka confidential-

holidays are still holidays

morning
afternoon
night

in my holidays

boring = morning = afternoon = night = boring
boring < morning + afternoon + night

omg im going nuts....

boring is REALLY boring
cannot stand it
i feel
like a corpse ==
nothing to do
even in my parents office
they have nothing to let me do

how?
daydreaming
lolz.




i miss my fellow friends.











-octopus aka confidential-
*oops let my mum caught when i'm blogging in the middle of the night. >.<

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see what do i mean?
my holiday is full of holiday

in this case
it means
very boring ==

i'm helping my parents working in their office
now i'm typing this article in their office
quite boring actually
type type type
nothing special
no miracles happen
nothing interesting happen

in office
i see LOTS of numbers
LOTS of LOTS of LOTS of numbers
sales credit debits~
o.O


now lunch time
not feeling like eating
so on my mothers com and started typing

and then
came a little innocent girl
with her mother
and asked me
to see her do homework ==

now this cute little girl
is doing her homework
" wo3 bu4 hui4~ "
mentail arithemetic
jialat
i long time din touch

the fomulars when u type on the abacus

+1 = +5 - 4
+2 = +5 - 3
+3 = +5 - 2
+4 = +5 -1

-1 = +4 - 5
-2 = +3 - 5
-3 = +2 - 5
-4 = +1 - 5

get it?
I don really think that u all get it xD

lolz
shes gone now ^^
yay ^^

but continue this boring afternoon......
haiz~








-octopus aka confidential-

*i think im going to put up our class trips photos. see got mood or not bah.

long time no write blog
my blog coming rusty
xD

see the edge?
its becoming rusty
kaka ^^

well today i spent my whole time in front of the com
earned scolding from my dad ==
well
i on maple for the whole day
no spammers
haizzz
still stuck inside lv113
diaoz

been pissed off the whole day
so i spent half of my time
watching HBO xD
my mum finally subscribe the channels
i can survive le ^^

The girls are quarreling. personally i support the other group which has no bitches. You know what i mean dont you? ^^

its late
time to sleep ^^






-octopus aka confidential-

practicing for choir
everyone is into it
well its a success ^^
congratz to those who made a lot of effort into it
joseph yenny trisha vilyn shian lin li ru ETC

well, tq? ^^

a war happened with a single sentence


friendship being reduced to 30% because i started my temper



haiz





-octopus aka confidential-

wowz
another day
6 days to go
wulala ==


------------divider--------------------
firstly....

HAPPY DEEPAVALI~! xD

wow
the firecrackers are booming
i got freaked off when the first firecracker burst
**!@$%^!!
looking at peoples blog
and suddenly
*boom* ==
i jumped a little from my sit
the cold sweat keep coming out from my skin
damn it =.=

well
today we went to ONE WORLD~!
hehe~
its linked to one utama i think.....
well wadever
we went to eat buffet...
hehe~
quite nice
all malay stuff
a little japanese food
some american style thingy
well
at least it delicious ^^
but da problem is
its hot ==

my aunt complained and complained
shes suchhhhhh an old lady xD ( paiseh )

continue my studies le
chiong until midnight

good nite ^^






-octopus aka confidential-

more and more pressure

gotta start studying now
if not
UEC sure die
i've made up my mind

I
WANNA
STUDY

time sure flies
8 more days....
in these 8 days
i've gotta get ready
- science *includes biology physics chemistry*
- chinese
- history
- malay
- geography
- maths
- english

form 1 syllables ~ form 3 syllables
isn't it fun?

@.@





i'm going nuts






-octopus a.k.a confidential-

suddenly realizing myself
i'm poor in everything
maths
history
biology
physics
chemistry
chinese
english
bm
games
sports

You name it, I'm poor at it

----------------------- Divider -------------------------------

tomorrow's the last day of PMR
HOORAY~!!!!!!
*throw books to the air*
todays sejarah.....
hehehe *giggling*
no way i'm gonna say out loud
wanna know?
ask me XD
maybe i'll tell
maybe i won't
MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

i'm going nuts ^^
well today studying chinese....
felt bored too
but at least it goes into my mind
not like yesterday *kaka*

yesterday was sooooooooo emoish
well todays kinda happy ^^
so nothing to complain

JYJY everyone ^^
tomorrow last day ler
PIA AHHHHH CHIONG AHHHHHH
after that UEC come le T_T
OMG......

gotta chiong my UEC
bless me everyone ^^

u bless me
i bless u
=P






-octopus aka confidential-

Blogs are made to express ourselves... right?
i'll let this blog be in good use

PMR starts 4 days
another 2 more days to go
its a relief
but after this
another exams comes ==

i spent my whole day
sitting in front tis computer
well
i've placed my sejarah book in front of me
a dictionary beside me
my phone beside me

the sejarah book
i've looked the whole thing
but
nothing is being sucked into my mind
i've wasted my whole day i think
day-dreaming
msn
surt the net
read this stupid book, but din rmb anything

i really wanna remember the contents in this book
i really wanna get good results for PMR
but.....
thinking it is soooooo easy
well doing it, its kinda hard

today whole day
i didn't even touch maple
it feels kinda weird
no chance to touch
feeling very emo-ish now
dunno how to say
even typing
dunno how to express my feelings

two weeks to UEC
more books to read
more things to memorize
it feels like i'm going insane ==


haiz
i need a break
i really need a break
but i've been resting the whole time
maybe i'm resting until i'm insane? o.O









- octopus a.k.a confidential -

exam period starting ~~
stress more and more~~
everyday study until middle of the night

haiz
my eyes are popping out
my computer's going to be burnt

this is form3 life
really
its VERY interesting
zzz


studying at the moment ^^




-octopus aka confidential-

i'm in school now~! XD

long time no blogging adi....
firstly,
i wanna say.....
HI MY DEAR BLOG~! ^^

lolz ==

well
exams coming
i couldn't just sit in front of my com everyday
if i've done this
wulala~
my parents sure will kill me XD

actually a lot of things happen between the days which i didn't blog
well its kinda er....
how to say?
frustrating?
sad?
depressed?
important?
disappointed?

well i've gotten over it
so...... good ^^
well next thursday its da big big exam
muz study every second, minute, hours i possess
its like rushing to a train station which is full of people XD

haiz
stress stress~~

[i am numb of examination]
[be hell with it]






-octopus-

*maybe i will blog after the exams which is about after er... nxt nxt thursday? kakaka ~ ^^*

exam started four days adi
but i still feel no pressure??
what the hell am i doing now ==

really
keep on studying studying studying
numb my feelings
numb my emotions
haiz
numb numb numb
still needa study

well time really flies
chinese - boleh tahan
physics - teruk
maths - awesome !!
english - ok
chemistry - ok

well
still got four more to go
haiz....
although saying pek chek
actually it doesn't even feel pek chek

gotta go study....
tomorrow geography..... woooo.... die geography die


vivian mui ah....
don sleep so late ma....
later u headache XD
^^






-octopus-

haha~

today not bad
two more people wished me happy birthday XD

well
studying for the whole day
its kinda boring
now i've got da time to blog
so din waste any time
kakakaka~ ^^

well exams coming
the day after tomorrow
well
i'm gonna die
^^




well thats the end
really
nothing to say

-octopus-

XD
everything turns out to be all right

the perfect best b'day i have ever had~!



louie you think i am insane don't you? XD




-octopus-

thanks for everyone who sent me birthday wishes~~~ ^^

first price goes tooooooooooo : Kai yun~~!
second price goes tooooooooo : vivian mui~~!
third price goes toooooooooo : Miss Human~~!
fourth price goes tooooooooo: Miss Louie~~!
consolation price goes toooooo:
- Cousin Jia yun
- Brandon
- Beldon
- Cousin Jia Chen
- Cousin Jia Jun
- Aunt leng XD
- uncle beng yeow
-Aunt weven
- Cousin Qi xuan & zi jin
- Uncle Ah chun
- Piggy Chin Guan
- Ah mei Yen Shann
- Wolf Kwan Yun
- tiger Xue bing
- colgate Li ru ^^ [23.55 send to me] ==
- short short xin wei [ 23.24 send to me ] ==

The last goes toooooooooo :
My Best Pal Joseph [23.29!!!! == ] really very zhun

really damn you la
make me wait for so long ==
shyt you

XD



BTW THANKS EVERYONE

*muakcs*

^^



happy birthday to me~!


AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
FORGOTTEN TO REALLY SPECIAL THANKS FOR MY PARENTS!!!!!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

THANKS MUM AND DAD

^^



-octopus-

today we presented our choral speaking in front of the form2 and 3 students
XD

although its not as nervous as presenting to the senior 1 2 3
but wulalala~
we've got applause for presenting ^^

well its cool
we are cool XD
we are steady
we are good
we are brilliant
we are oustanding
issh
i'm getting more and more "zi lian" ^^

well whatever~
the important thing is we are the best

we are the champion~
we are the champion~
no time for losers~
caz we are the champion~
although we get number 3 lar..... T.T

well got to go now
buaix~~

^^


-octopus-

yesterday is a BUSY DAY
very very busy
XD

yesterday choral speaking competition
and we got THIRD!
^^
the school's TENBY school
its HUGE
how to say??
VERY HUGE
VERY BIG
everything's good
much better than our school
o.o
so you can imagine how good is the school
too good too be true
well
we played in the bus XD
we played like sampat's
and i've been played by 6 gals ==
they play until very happy
still ask me to cry ==
LOLZ
XD


then we reached school about 2 o'clock
me and another girl went to society ( we both are prefects )
then our discipline teacher said lots of good things
^^
good to be there

then i played badminton with kee leong
XD
we played with our uniforms on
although its against the rule
but WHATEVER
and we are prefects XD

haha~~
then we went for duty
our school band performance
wooo~~
exciting
outstanding
marvelous
best
perfect
brilliant
extraordinary
i was glad to be there
XD
its SUPERIOR HOT
they were excellent
i can't stop praising them
wulalalala~~

then i reached home about eleven
my whole body was SO DAMN SMELLY
EWWWW

yucks
i was tired
tired like hell
went to bath and straight away sleep
cannot stand

today ah....
not bad
whole day studying physics
now only i know there is sooo much to study
OMG
damn
need to memorize everything man
H....A.....I....Z
T.T

now only i realised
my birthday is reaching
14 days later o.o
16 days later
is the exams ==

!@#%^!@#$%$!@#


thats all for today
and congratulations to the school band's excellent performance



^^






-octopus-

empty

my mind is empty
empty
nothing
kosong

==

just now inside other people car
so hot
so small
although it looks big on the outside
inside is SO crowded
couldn't stand it
its tooooo hot
they didn't even on the air-cond
what are they doing???

lolz
choral speaking practice really is fun
XD
last time didn't even appreciate it
tomorrow competition adi
so ganjiong
and hope more choral speaking practices... XD
its kinda fun
really

haha~
tomorrow whole day no need study
no need to worry anything
XD
just need to worry night time duty only

tomorrow school band performance
i've seen them practicing like hell
so tomorrow's performance will be
EXTRAORDINARY OUTSTADING

^^




gambateh~~




-octopus-

things go on and on
arguments are everywhere
fighting is everywhere

sometimes it makes the world much fantastic
XD

well it IS fantastic while on others
but when it lands to ourselves
wow
you can taste the pressure
you can taste the bitterness of the argument
you can taste the badness
you can taste the rottenness
it can only be said into......
eeeee-youuuuuu

for real
i don't wanna quarrel
maybe others will think that i've no guts or something
but
quarreling makes everyone sad
quarreling makes everyone tired
quarreling makes everyone frustrated
quarreling makes both side hurt
it goes the same as arguments

oh my god
tomorrow there will be a big argument
well i don't really know whose correct whose wrong
but i think that maybe i have a little more.....
er let me think
about 2%?
so it goes like
49%+51%=100%

well another one i dunno how to count
plus i don't wanna get messy
so 49 and 51 is the perfect number~! XD

haiz
tomorrow will be a sad day if theres a quarrel

criticizing
shouting
yelling
screaming
shrieking
wooting
fooling
scolding

haiz
what a bad day
i could even predict what would happen tomorrow

HAIZ




-octopus-

-hahaha
then y r u so care bout wat i have said in blog?
funny....
n u r not important at all
juz shut up
coz tis is non of your business
this is a pro between me n her
n absolutely u hav the right and qualification
coz u r the most sham one
(n if u dare juz come to school n tell me wat u feel
dun be a rat, only noe hw speak through the comp)
_______________________________________________________________

lolz?
scared?
what for i'm scared?
theres nothing to be scared
i didn't even do anything
i just talked thats all

paiseh
qualifications of no standard and fake is just for you
no one could EVER take it for you
even tee ching ching is much better than you ( paiseh ching ching )

so do you
only dares to scold in the computer
everytime say people like coward
you are the one who doesn't have the guts to say anything
==

for your information
your "shame" is spelled to "sham"
shameful of you





-octopus-

to another one:
當你說出那句話時
其實我的情緒已無法控制
沒有想到你會說出如此膚淺的話
其實我會生氣
是因為你那句話
(i angry coz of you, but thank you
for letting me know wat kind of person she is)
常常聽朋友或同學說你很愛拍別人馬屁
為人很虛偽
(everyone knows tat, dun tell me u're not the ppl lidat in blog
coz so mny ppl told me b4,including theacher
i can told u who's the teacher, ling chun li lao shi)
記得你曾說過
不知道為什么
最近很多朋友在講你的壞話
我想就是這些原因吧
雖然你極力討好別人
可是只讓人覺得你虛偽和沒品
真是可悲啊。。。
當我看到你自以為是地說完那句話后
我覺得你很惡心。。。
(let's me remind you wat shit things u have said:
okay okay, everybody gives the money except you...
u needn't give the money....
remember?)

wow
you even used past tense in this article
not bad for you~~
but a lot of grammar mistakes


i pong peoples lampa....
so what?
people say my bad words....
so what?
paiseh lo
ling chun li say ma she say la
i don really know you take this kind of things so seriously
other praises you don't remember
but those awful things say by teacher
wow you remember it exactly
you didn't even change the things that they said

*雖然你極力討好別人
可是只讓人覺得你虛偽和沒品
真是可悲啊。。。*

極力討好別人?
極力討好別人?
got mieh?
i don think so lo ==
fake and no standard
i think this two words oni for you lo
i don have the right and the qualification to have that

i said those shit things for shit people to hear
you obviously won't hear any explanation of what we say
so why talk so much?
no matter how hard we say
no matter how hard we explain
you don't even wanna change your thinking
just keep saying that this year gave a lot and WHAT-SO-EVER

those bullshits you say are more shits than mine
think of what u said
i'm now thinking of what i've said

should i say thank you?
i don't think so






-octopus-

lolz
i couldn't really understand from the beginning
you say that as if u are the one who knows what we are doing

so why don't you just be the treasurer?
why don't you take this kind of responsibility?
why don't you just talk to us and don't like commanding us as if we're gonna listen to you?

-常常聽朋友或同學說你很愛拍別人馬屁
為人很虛偽
沒想到你還這么沒品、沒水準
記得你曾說過
不知道為什么
最近很多朋友在講你的壞話
我想就是這些原因吧
雖然你極力討好別人
可是只讓人覺得你虛偽和沒品
真是可悲啊。。。
當我看到你自以為是地說完那句話后
我覺得你很惡心。。。

wulala
actually u should have looked at the mirror
pong peoples lampa only u can do it one lo ==
why say vivian until like that oo =.=

i really couldn't understand
you are the one which is making nuisance
and yet you keep throwing these kinds mistakes to other people

why le?

i really don't understand

actually you are just toilet-user only
you like to use other people as public toilets
please
look yourself at the mirror
see the true of you
and try and understand other people

thx a lot






-octopus





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today so syok~!

today play badminton stragiht 2 and half hours~!!!!

is sooooooo tiring and happy~!

hahaha~

my skills
cannot compare with others
mine is not bad
mine is also not good
so its not good and not bad
XD

well its fun
it makes me sweat...
it makes me feel comfortable....
most of all
it makes me loss weight
XD


ok
got to go to bath
very smelly
XD



-octopus-

haha~

^^

today is such a boring day
i really have nothing to do
except studying studying studying....
XD

well
no choice
just study
need to get good results
^^

wish everyone all the best

sometimes i really don't understand
why other people got so much moods in one day
whereas me only have one or two

whats the problem with me?
XD




-octopus-

today just watched
harry potter and the half blood prince

well for real
it isn't nice ==
its not same as the story book
if comparing story book and movie
i prefer story book

nowadays very busy revisioning

well exams are coming

don't have time to blog everyday adi

very sorry

*louie , paiseh, i don hav time.
nxt time i leave lots of comments for you ^^*





-octopus-

it's time

it's time

the time has arrived

the time has arrived

for us to study hardly
for us to revision madly

the time has arrived

gambateh everyone

there will be test everyday

who ask us to be form 3?

T.T





-octopus-

firstly
yesterday was a very bad day
it isn't suppose to be like this
it shouldn't
but i just happened

i shouldn't just think of myself
i shouldn't just think of what i want
i should think
others also

i shouldn't be so selfish
i shouldn't be so mean
i shouldn't be so bad
i'm regretting of what i have done
please
i wanna aplogize
but i don't have the guts to do that

dear mum :
i'm really sorry to have been such a bad boy to you.
i know that i only think of what i want
but i didn't even think of what you all think for me
i'm really regretting for what i have done and act yesterday
yesterday should be a very happy day
but turns out
to be a very sad sad day

you cried
i have hurt you badly
but that time
for me
i just think of what i still want
i shouldn't think like that
but after you all went out
i though of it again
and then
i realized that i was very very very wrong from the moment i start making the ugly face

i felt ashamed for what i have done
i felt sad from yesterday till now
i don't have the mood to do anything
but facts are facts
it has been done
the only thing to do is face the facts
and don't turn and escape
but i couldn't face it
i think i'm to ashamed from what i have done
so i don't wanna face it
but really
i just wanna apologize to you

you have done so much things for me
uncountable things for me
but i don't even apperiacte anything
you put lots of efforts on me
but i didn't even manage to do anything to you
what should i do?
i'm a rubbish
i'm a rubbish
i am a very smell rubbish

yesterday everyone was sad
you cried and cried
and i don't have any expression on my face
but lately after thinking of what i have done
my heart started bleeding madly
my eyes started shedding tears
i shouldn't do that to you

really
i'm very sorry mum
really
please forgive me
i really mean it

i will manage everything you have asked me to
i will do anything you say
just please forgive me







-octopus-

haha~
i'm back~!

today
i have a date
^^
guess who??
i had a date with....
miss. sick~! XD

yup
today i'm sick
but thank god
it's not H1NI
^^

thank god thank god thank god thank god~~~
although i had fever and flu
omg omg
i was to terrified....
T.T

i miss today
its so boring in home
sleep-wake up-study-sleep-wake up-study-eat-sleep-wake up-study
its repeating
my wire's been plucked off
and i don't have anything to do
so just study
study study study

~~~~
i'm glad i'm OK now~~
tomorrow i'm going back to school!!
hehe....
it seems that i luv skul very much~~~
^^


miss my fellow friends.....
wanna chat with them
wanna play with them
^^




i'm glad i'm ok
really

*i heard that our class been scolded again XD*
* kolian*



-octopus-

so sick today....
headache
flu

damn
cannot type much....
need to get some sleep....

nites.....

T.T



-octopus-

wakakaka~

wakakaka~

we won J3Y

^^

hahahaahahaha~
i really cannot stop laughing lar~~
XD
*grins*

ha ha~
not bad results~~
our sports day~
magnificent~!

haha~~
i really cannot stop laughing lar.....
*laugh*

wakakakakaka

happy happy happy happy

^^
cannot stop happy ing~~





-octopus-

WHAT ARE WE GOOD FOR?
ABSOLUTELY EVERYTHING
HU HA
DEIIII~~~

we've GOT A M.I.G.H.T
we've GOT A F.I.G.H.T
we've GOT A MIGHT GOT A FIGHT
GOT A BE ALL RIGHT
3F 3F
FIGHT FIGHT FIGHT !!!

woooo~!
sports day~~
absolutely ridiculously extremely superior~!

WALALALALALALALALA
*laugh*

we've got goooooood results~~

boys : third
girls : first

our marching??

SECOND
WALALALALALALALALALALA *laughing meanly*

hehe~!
although i din get any prize la ==
i compete lose nia
but
nvm~!~!

^^
for fun oni mah~~~


gratz everyone
^^
we are the best
J3F
great










-octopus-

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this is all i have to say

i'm too disappointed at myself

tomorrow's marching....
good luck
hope my voice is back



-octopus-

*i'm talking to a piece of wood today*

how can i describe my class??
let me see....
cute?
admirable?
unbelievable?
outstanding?
impossible?
nothing?
extraordinary?
creepy?
funny?
disgusting?
exhausting?
tiring?
freaking?
challenging?
improving?

actually
i only got to say


OUR CLASS ROCKS
J3F IS SUPERIOR
WE ARE UNBEATABLE

^^

why could i say these??
because....
we used about 2 hours and half to finish teaching our new formation
and when comes to practice
it works out.....
PERFECTO~!
(n.n)

well
without gods help
i guess we can finish it
cause today's PMR been canceled
woohoo~~
^^

happy happy happy happy~!~!~!

so happy...
wish tomorrows sports day will be successful~!
^^





-octopus-

34 hours and 21 minutes

the moment will come

should i say....
the moment i'm waiting for?
the moment i'm challenged for?
the moment i'm thirst for?
the moment to test my abilities....

here i come

exciting
nervous
appearing every second
it seems that
i'm not quite suitable
i cannot control my emotions
for this
i've earned a.....

" you are such a nutter " from vivian
damn her i say
XD

another problem....
marching
our marching formation
one more day to practice....
about 2 hours and 5 minutes for us to practice
and we're off to show
how is it.... possible?
should i trust myself?
should i trust everyone?

well
depends on it






*thx for : xue bing, kai yun, wee siang for da formation*






-octopus-

today is the most wasting time day i have never had ==

marching
so what?
yesterday 8 people come
today 12 people come
then?

what can we march?
our formation...
omg
how can we learn in two days time?
i can't take away everyone's time
how can i teach everyone???

those put my aeroplane de,
you all damn bastard
don even know how to make a call and tell me izit?
you all are so pathetic

==
i really cannot say much
dunno what to say
really

our class
not as "together" as before



-octopus-


*special sorry to : vivian, yee qian, soon keat, wee siang, qiu xin, wan boon, kwan yun, jun han. xue bing, ji jia, qing wei for wasting your time*

well
nothing to say today
just getting more and more stress

sports day is coming
i haven't think of any marching techniques
how am i going to do?
its sooooooo headache....
haiz

my heads gonna burst
well tomorrow we've gotta practice for running
but i don see anyone coming to practice
how?

haiz
my head is breaking~~~
my head is exploding~~





-octopus-

omg
its was tooooo risky

why?
OUR MARCHING COMPETITION WE GET 5TH
wooooooo~~
our mark is : 76
hehe~! ^^

at least we get too join the finals
MUAHAHAHAHAHA
but the bad news is....
i have to belanja 1 week of water for them
T.T

but not bad adi~
i was so happy!
^^
everyone shouted with laughter when the results announce....
^^
happy happy happy happy~!

but
we have to change everything
we got to
we must
we must get NUMBER1





-octopus-

*congratz to other classes oso ^^
except J3Y XD*

-Tagged by yenshan mei =.=

1. The person who tagged you?
~Yen Shan mei

2. Your relationship with him/her is?
~brothers and sisters XD

3. Your first impression with him/her is?
~too kind ^^

4. The most memorable moments with him/her is?
~borrowing PMR books from her XD

5. The most memorable things he/she has said to you?
~ told me not to be sad..... ^^

7. If he/she became your lover, what should he/she improve that?
~ hmm... din ask before XD

8. If he/she becomes your enemy, what will you do?
~ fortunately its impossible =)

9. If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be?
~ we won't be, trust me

10. The most desired things you want to do for him/her is?
~ Kiss her? XD

11. Your overall impression on him/her is?
~ pretty, kind~!

12. The characteristic you hate most about yourself?
~ too kind hearted ==

13. The most ideal person you want to be is?
~ of course , myself XD

14. For people who care and love you, say something to them.
Thank you for everything. Muacks~

15. Pass this quiz to 10 people who you want to know how they feel about you
[1] Joseph
[2] Vivian =)
[3] Pei yee
[4] Louie
[5] Yvette
[6] timun
[7] candy
[8] mikiheng
[9]ching wei ( not our class de )
[10] mikiheng

*those who have been tagged after replying please leave a comment here~ 10Q*

16. Who is 6 having a relationship with?
~ lolz, with a cucumber?

17. Is 9 a male or a female?
~ IDK

18. What is 2 studying at the moment?
~ Hin Hua High School

19. Who was the last person you had a chat with?
~ IDK le, din remember it oso ==

20. What kind of music does 8 like?
~ doesn't even know who she/he is ==

21. Does 1 have any siblings?
~ Duh

22.Is 4 single?
~ i think so XD

23. What is the surname of 5?
~ saw

24. What is the hobby of 3?
~ writing stories?

25. Do 7 and 9 get along well?
~They don't even know each other

26. Where is 10 studying at?
~IDK

27. Say something casual about your eyes?
~ beautiful big round eyes XD

28. Have you tried developing feelings for 2?
~ Duh, form 1

29. Where does 9 live?
~ somewhere in M'sia

30. What colour does 4 like?
~ Not sure man

31. Are 5 and 1 good friends?
~ Ya~

32. Does 2 like 7?
~ eww they're not lesbians ==

33. How did you get to know 8?
~ she/he replied me in my blog

34. Does 3 have any pets?
~ i don think so

35. Is 7 sexiest person in the world?
~ a little XD

36. Are you sexy?
~ i'm FAT not sexy

37. What am i doing now?
~ replying this silly tagged~ XD

today~~
marching competition~~
well....
not very outstanding,
not very excellent,
not very marvelous,
not very perfect,
not very good....
but i give an "OK" for today....

i didn't think that anyone would do wrong movements
after i've said about er....
a LOOOOOOT of times?
but....
still got ppl do wrong ==
well,
girls are quite perfect...
their hands,
their styles~
ok ok lar~~
but
BOYS
WHAT DE HECK ARE YOU ALL DOING?
I ONLY HEARD TIMUN, WENG KEONG SHOUTING
WHAT THE HELL ARE OTHERS DOING?

boys.... ==
i don wanna say out their names
they are pile of shits inside da team ==
i don't really like them in our team,
but....
it seems that there will be a little ppl left only

but histories are histories~
we have done what we have done
don bother the history anymore~

lets aim for our sports day
lets get more than we for-seen
gambateh everyone






*vivian
you are wrong
i didn't cry on my bed!
^^*






next....
today we went training....
and then....
OMG
our enemies.....
our rivals....
wow....
they were fantastic...
they run like the wind~
they drift like the water~
they're as swift as the sun-rays~

omg
wow can we win????
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
T.T



i start to regret ==





-octopus-

tomorrow is the day
the day which everyone.... (maybe its only me)
the day...
which is the key...
to CHAMPION or FAILURE.....
the day.....
the day.....
the day.....
marching competition day~!

well
actually this marching is VERY important....
its like er....
a big section of marks to our sports day
once we get into the finals....
and if we get the first....
MUAHAHAHAHAHA~~
CHAMPION IS OF COURSE OURS
i tink so XD

well
today's practice is er....
not good?
maybe is my problem....
so...
paiseh first lar
XD
actually not a lot of people come to practice
that makes me frustrated
next they play play when they practice
second lv of frustrating
then
suddenly do wrong
and thats the most basic thing
ok
thats enough
cannot take it anymore
damn it
just walk away

well
THANK GOD
timun is there helping me XD
well i didn't see them practice....
maybe its still a pile of shit whatever~
but nevermind...
actually i cannot control my emotions that time
i was SOOOOOOOO frustrated
woo~~
and then when i said
couldn't stand
i cried
omg octopus crying XD

well
after school practice
was a .....
was a .....
was a ......
was a ......
outstanding practice~~ ^^
i like that way
why won't everytime they practice like this le??
i wonder~~
i wonder~~

well
its history
tomorrows the future
may our future be successful~!

i wanna crush J3Y
argh
damn them




-octopus-
^^

damn it
so angry
i just came back
wanna rest
then u ask me to study
what the hell are you talking?

i oso din keep playing computer
i oso din keep plying
so what the hell are you talking?
i just came back and watch michael jackson's MV
so??
scold me?
damn la

diao
i just watch about 14 minutes
then u scold
what is the meaning of this?
i didn't play in their house la
==

damn it
i so hate la
whats the point?
i just came back and on my computer for 20 minutes
then u scold me

damn it
so frustrating
********

sienz lar
i'm again,
in centro
today parents and their workers come and karaoke
well
its very bawring....
for me,
i don sing quite often
i just sing when i'm very happy

today i'm not really in the mood
so i won't sing
just mumbling to myself
mumbling the songs....
well,
quite stupid isn't it?
thank god theres computer for me to use
thank god

^^




going to school at 8
wen yv wan hui

i so wanna eight o'clock to come fast
pls.....



-octopus-

i suddenly realised something

i'm getting more and more older ==
people always say that u can see the differences when you're are old
but for me
i can sense the difference now....

the things which i can do when i'm age 13 -
~ eat buffet like din eat before
not just like din eat before,
its just like keep taking and taking and taking.... about 15 plates PLUS
horrible isn't it?
~ play games until the next morning and don feel tired
play games till 5 o'clock in the morning and get up at six in the morning
din feel a little tired ==
~ feel the air-cond NONSTOP
~ always being hot and keeps acting like as if i'm the boss

the things which i cannot do now ~age15 -

the most saddest one,
i cannot eat like before....
now,
3 chicken wings,
3 drumsticks,
one coconut
then i'm done ==
RM20+ wasted ==

now play game about 5 hours then blur blur adi ==
last time can play until X hours non-stop and won't feel blur

now blow aircond a few minutes only
my knees hurt
my knees soar
my legs are pain

OMG
I DON WANNA BE OLD
T.T

__________________________________________________________________

i wanna congratulate my class
today is the best marching practice i have never had
how to say??
FANTASTIC
OUTSTANDING
EXCELLENT

i'm happy to see my class improving
it makes me happy ^^
thats why i like my class
they are
my soul
my spirit
my heart
^^


just cannnot describe
i definitely like my class
they rocks~!




dunno whether they like me or not le....
hehe~ XD







-octopus-

lolz
tomorrow will be a VERY bz day
i need to attend about....
three marching??
omg....

morning 7.05 - prefect marching
morning 9.00 - class marching
afternoon 3.45 - class marching

omg
i should hav reduce such things
but....
can de lar
i know i can ^^
wish we could get in the semi-finals
sports day our class NEED to get first XD
maybe to boastful?
but its real
we must get it
gambateh
^^

i love my class
i trust on them
they surely will
i know they can
don make me disappointed
i have faith with you all
may god bless u
^^

lolz
i'm in centro now
XD
using blog in centro
^^

so happy
today jsut took off my braces
haha~
my head so light
just now just took off my braces my head keep floating in the air
XD

silly
my parents are asking for da karaoke charges
50%, dunno la
they wanna go sing on this sat
my father's b'day.... XD
plus they just finish their job
take a break with everyone in the office....
well,
i'm going to school's "wen yv wan hui"
dunno english call what
XD

ok lar....
my hand quite soar
the keyboard is like 45degrees
walao
very de sour XD

still asking
still got time type
but actually dunno what to type lar...
haiz....
nowadays school oso same same one,
nothing special ==
except nowadays i din saw her la....
should i say thank god or.....??
><

well nowadays i'm quite good wif vivian
XD
dunno why
our friendship is like.....
HIGH.......low..... HIGH.......low......

LOL
XD

ok la
now really need to go adi
wanna go see hows the karaoke room is like
XD
actually the ppl here sing like shit man ==
even i can sing much more better than them
goody me
^^
XD
=P








-octopus-

haha~
long time no blogging adi~! ^^

actually its quite boring
nothing new to say...
unless u want me to tell u all tat....

exams are near
its getting nearer and nearer
omg
i have to study now
but....
how can i study??
study to boring adi....
so how??

other than that...
sports day is coming....
i need to practice for da running.....
but i don have time ler~~
XD

ok ba~
stop here.....

-octopus-

i'm using the computer again~!
hehe~

actually we have nothing to do in com society
u just have to learn how to use the program,
do some tests,
and then...
bingoo~!
nothing to do oso...
thats why i like com society~ XD
one of da reason lar~

XD

still got so long oni can go back
sienz la
haha~~



-octopus-

what a surprise~!
i'm using the com so early....
actually i'm in school
ans we're going to fid some info
but....
haiyo~
sure go other web one lar~~
XD

well quite fun
very happy
caz can come to my dear blog~! ^^
well
i think i'm the only one which is using other web ....
but its impossible ~~
XD



have to do something now
bye~


-octopus-

lolz
busying doing PMR projects
damn it
so many
should have done it in the holidays
now only no need to rush like hell

damn it
i hate projects
now i only know what the stupid project is

argh
gambateh to everyone~


-octopus-
cannot type much,
later nag by parents again.....
XD

- a present for u all

those being tagged.... must answer all this question oo~!

1. Joseph
2. Vivian chia
3. Yen shan sis
4. Yvette
5. pei yee

*added one more, forgotten her adi XD*

after answering please tell me lo~~
i go check check~
^^
hav fun~!



被点到的，不好意思咯！
1.被点到的一定要填，不填代表你不尊敬点给你的人和问卷
2.老实的回答每一题问题
3.不行乱改题目
4.写完一定要点8位朋友，不可不点
5.写完后请通知那8位被点到的朋友
6.完成后，请告诉点你的人






------個 人 題 - 10 題-----
01.你叫什么：Shao yi
02 你的綽號： octopus & confidential
03 你的血型： O
04 你的星座： Leo
05 你是男還是女： boy la adui
06 你幾歲： 15
07 你住哪裡： Meru
08 你現在的學校 : Hin Hua
09 你有沒有手機 : of caz
10 承上，那是多少： 017-3X0X2X3

------朋 友 題 - １０ 題------
11 你最要好的朋友（限１個）: Yi le!
12 你最討厭的人（限１個）： zipping my mouth~
13 你最正的女性朋友（限１個）： Yong goaty
14 你最帥的男性朋友（限１個）： == of caz me la XD
15 什麼樣的女生你最討厭： betrayer, plays me like a puppet
16 什麼樣的男生你最討厭： betrayer
17 你的好朋友有誰（不限）： 很多啦！
18 你經常和哪位朋友出去： Yi le lar~ cousins la~
19 你身邊最憨的朋友（限１個，不能自己）: ?? apa tu?
20 你身邊最可愛的朋友（限１個）: yeee~! Jia hui… xD

-----情 題 - １５ 題-----
21 你有沒有喜歡的人： 有
23 如果没有，你希望什麼時候有另一半: after finishing studies
24 到目前為止，你跟多少人告白過： 4
25 到目前為止，你被多少人告白過： one oso don hav ==
26 你現在有另一半嗎: 沒
27 你最好的同性朋友跟你告白你會怎樣 ： jia lat lo
28 你初戀情人突然跟你告白你會接受嗎 ： wa gam sia!
30 你為什麼會喜歡你現在喜歡的人： got reason one mieh?
31 你和另一半牽手過嗎： tak ada pun how le?
32 你的另一半抱或親過嗎： walao, tak ada le
33 你跟異性牽手過嗎： play play got la
34 是誰，你們什麼關係： oni frens?
35 現在有人在追你嗎： impossible got

------混 合 題 - １０ 題------
36 如果有天，好朋友離你而去，你會怎樣 ：commit suicide
37 如果有天，好朋友背叛你，你會： better don come and face me
38 如果有天，好朋友對你喜新厭舊了，你會： betray me? Din die before ah??
39 如果你很受不了你的父母，你會離家出走嗎： nope, nowadays very dangerous
40 你上課認真嗎 : sometimes sometimes lar~
41 你功課好不好：u say le?
42 你开电腦都在幹麻：watch comic, blogging, msn, project…. ETC
43 你的即时通有多少个同性: er…. Lots lots lots
44 你的即時通裡有多少個異性： oso lots lots lots

------兇 手 題 - 1 0 題------
45 傳給你這份問卷的人是誰： HL milk ==
46 这個人對你好不好： good until tak boleh tahan XD
47 這個人是你的誰： cousin sis
48 你有喜歡過這個人嗎： yeeeee humiliating me~
49 你們認識多久了： 13 years ==
50 這個人是怎樣的人： undescribeable
51 這個人正／帥嗎 ： hmm….. undescribeable
52 這個人跟你有沒有在一起过： got la! Eat together ma!
53 萬一你喜歡這個人，你會怎麼办： jia lat lo, god bless me~

------聯 想 題 - １０ 題------
56 說到正妹你會想到誰： no one ==
57 說到帥哥你會想到誰： myself XD
58 說到憨你會想到誰： apa tu?
59 說到痴你會想到誰： Yi le XD
60 說到暗戀你會想到誰： the person I like
61 說到出去玩你會想到誰： yi le, shao wei ETC
62 說到聰明鬼你會想到誰： kai yun
63 說到傻子你會想到誰： chia jia hui XD
64 說到笑點低你會想到誰： no one
65 說到愛笑你會想到誰 : myself (definitely)

------學 校 題 - 1 1 題------
66 你的班導是誰: horng hua tan
67 你的座位是第幾排第幾個： who got go remember one la
68 你最喜歡的老師是誰： sunny ang~!
70 你的英文好嗎： not bad
71 你的體育好嗎： not bad
72 你的数学好么： excellent XD
73 你喜不喜歡你的校長： yer disgusting　
74 你的學校好看嗎： OUTSTANDING
75 你的班級是： J3F
76 你的班級在幾樓：教学4樓

done
at last


-octopus-

first day to school
talk like hell
XD

everyones been chatting with each other non-stop man~
every class
every moment
every second
no time to spare
talk talk talk talk talk talk
as if tomoro we will be separated
XD

of caz,
including me~~ ^^
of course,
can't stay quiet ma~
impossible de...
XD
talk with yi le mostly~
talk talk talk talk talk talk talk~~
wow
lolz~
XD

today i saw her about.... 6 times?
OMG
but fortunately
i act very normally
sup sup la~
she oso like that
if shes like that,
why won't i act like that?
equal ma
if i'm the one who keeps apologizing and wanna talk to her while she doesn't wanna talk to me,
whats the point keeping apologizing her?
isn't it?

omg
folio
project
everything is rushing up
can i do finish?
only left one geography project
but can i do finish?
this week needa passup adi~~
ahhhhhhhh~
geography this week before saturday,
history this wednesday.... ==
omg
god bless me



bless every form 3 student
complete your projects in time
u all have my blessings....


GAMBATEH




-octopus-

two more days...
and its school life~!
woohoo~~
XD
i'm a nutty
who wanna goes to school except me?
XD

today went to jj watch movie with cousins~~
well it went quite well,
until he guai lan ==

the show starts at 11.20
we went to a restaurant to eat brunch at 11.10
we went buying popcorn at 11.22
he went buying something i din notice about 11.24
he walks slowly while me and another cousin waits for him at 11.25
i started to get angry and talks loudly at him
and then he just went off throwing the tickets on the floor

wow
my expression is like maple's F6
it means my eyes go small and my mouth is opening
and my other cousin told me he cried =.=
ask me go apologize...
what have i done wrong? o.o

after that he doesn't wanna talk to me
well its kinda lonely
but i'm used to it =)
i'm the only one,
so its easy to sort these kind of things out....
haha~~
and then he wanna see "drag me to hell" ==

first of all,
its 18PL
and its SCARY
it will make you feel TERRIBLE

and then he keeps asking my second eldest brother go buy
say his look much more mature than him
and then he keeps saying he " kok ji kook ji "
==
lol
why don he go buy himself,
like him so brave de ==

he doesn't even dare to go inside a dark room by his own ==
damn him
no eggs
shit



isshh
cannot tahan anymore....
haha~
anyway after typing feel much better adi~
^^




26 hours and 24 minutes to reach monday
tick tock tick tock





-octopus-
^^

in the middle of the night
doing nothing
i'm so bored
i can't even sleep
whats the matter with me~

usually i can sleep like a pig
but today...
cannot sleep also ==
really bawred~~

two days to go and its school life back
i'm awaiting for it ^^
i want school life back
it uses my brain more than hldays...
XD

school life is fun
you could see lots of friends~
you could see the teachers~ ==
no one wanna see that geo teacher,
shes so pathetic.....

well~
exams gonna come~
about three more months?
but it flies...
haha~~
wanna get ready for it~
i'm totally nuts ==

sports day is coming~~
I'M SO EXCITED
HOLY SHIT
ive gotta run run run~~
run like the wind~
XD

wish me luck~~
XD




in the middle of the night~~~
its a song.... ^^
oldy song~~
good morning everyone~ XD

well
i finished half my homework today
MUAHAHAHAHAHA

really
this holiday bawwwwring until i do homework
isn't it er.... how to describe?
"awful" is a good word~~ XD

can't seem to realise that homework is in such amount man ==
i thought just little bit,
but....
check it out,
omg
like mountain like that...
should have done earlier~~

today saw yi le in eng ann~~
XD
din wear specs reali er....
horrible? XD
pspspspspsps~~
haha~
his brother, sister, mother....
all alike de
XD

today is a boring day~
very very very boring~~
really dunno what to do
parents forcing me to STUDY
omg~~
who wanna study in this holiday?
but really sien le,
dunno what to do oso~~
haiz ==

just watch finish naruto
downloaded until episode 332...
very interesting~ XD
mayb others felt that i'm childish...
but~~
really~
a little childish~
but very nice what~~ XD

hand okok adi~
butt okok adi~
legs okok adi~
arms okok adi~
mayb monday i will practice run with them....

=)

happy day
boring day

today hurts a lot
my arm
my butt
my leg
my hand

everything hurts
i can't even grip a bottle ==
whats the use?

haiz....
everywhere also pain man...

play too long adi...
very regretful now~~
T.T

this holiday is so boring...
haiz...
really dunno what to do
although my homework haven even started yet XD

well
who does it?
XD

wow
fantastic
today from club back
everything is FANTASTIC

the club is so enjoyable~
everything is so enjoyable~
wow~~
ahhhhhhhhhh~~~

i wanna go again.... T.T


badminton wif frens today
wow~~
long time no play,
first and second ball like shit man ==
after that....
ok ok la~
^.^

walao....
i reali regret playing for so long....

while playing was enjoyable,
but after that....
my hand hurts
my leg hurts
my fingers hurt
my cells are destroyed
my skin are renewed
my calories are reduced
my fat burned a little
my racket needs a new holder


well,
today is the best holiday ever





special thanks to yvette and louie
(n.n)

tomorrow going to club~
wakakakaka~
go play play play~~
wooo~~

i'm so excited~~~
^^

nothing to do
nothing to say
nothing to eat
nothing to play
nothing to watch
nothing to walk
nothing to smell
nothing to listen
nothing to talk
nothing to chat
nothing to drink
nothing to think
nothing to figure
nothing to touch
nothing to type
nothing to write
nothing to erase
nothing to delete
nothing to press
nothing to pinch
nothing to tease
nothing to click
nothing to turn
nothing to get
nothing to teach
nothing to learn
nothing to work
nothing to photostate
nothing to taste
nothing to on
nothing to off
nothing to scold
nothing to admire
nothing to cry for
nothing to hate
nothing to complain
nothing to be scared
nothing to be shock
nothing to be happy
nothing to be excited
nothing to kill
nothing to crush
nothing to curse
nothing to slap
nothing to punch
nothing to feel
nothing to take
nothing to copy
nothing to paste
nothing to cut
nothing to save
nothing to post
nothing to publish
nothing to return
nothing to check
nothing to set
nothing to dash
nothing to rush



nothing nothing nothing

well
the holidays sucks

i don really like holidays
caz....
keep being forced to study?
being force to get up early?

i want my holiday to be my own way
i want to sleep late
i don wanna study
i wanna play
i want my computer wire back ==
i don want people to control my holiday
i wanna eat anything i like
i wanna do anything i want to do

i just....
don't wanna do anything i don like to do




holiday sucks

i hate these kind of people ==
they sucks

the types which i hate are at least 10 :

1. they think that they are very cute but actually they are rubbish

2. people who uses us as a toilet bowl, after using never flush

3. keeps nagging on me

4. thought they are very clever but at the end they just like : " Har? "

5. people who keeps asking me not to scold bad word but they keep scolding themself

6. bugging me to do anything but tells everyone that they did it themselves

7. telling stupid stories to escape things that are meant to do

8. keeps complaining their boyfriend or girlfriend with me

9. act stupid in front of me but at the back keeps telling everyone that i'm stupid

10. i'm a cigaratte, keeps sucking me and then after done throws me away, takes my benefits away but after taking runs away

so anyone with this kind of symptoms,
please get away from my sight



THANK YOU VERY MUCH

well
the second day of the nightmare
my feeling is still complicated
i can't say i'm already overcome the feelings
but
whatever i do
whatever i see
whatever i make
it seems connected to whatever we have done before

its funny
why must it be like this?
is it a dream?
is it a fact?
i just wanna try to escape this
but how could i escape?
it has happened
i have done it
i have ruin it
how and why must i escape?

"our friendship is over"
she say it confidently
is it..... real?
i really dont want to lose this friendship
but
its has been done
we are no more friends
we are strangers to each other
but a very familiar stranger to each other
it seems like
we have just lost some memories
it seems so familiar
but its still so strange

from now on we dunno each other
i dunno her
she dunno me





i'm very disappointed to what i have done

regretting is the thing i can do now

i have nothing to say
just.....

i am very sorry to have hurt your feelings







-octopus-

a sad day
a nightmare

the friendship has gone
what do i get?
another enemy
another stranger
how can i repay this?

i felt sorry for this
i felt ashamed for this
i shouldn't say in the first place
i'm regretting now
now
she doesn't wanna be my friend
another piece of friendship is gone
this is just like the other case i've been before
i don want this to happen
but today
it has happen
i had lost another good friend

i'm sad
i'm a failure
i'm a shit
i'm a useless guy
i'm unfit to be a friend
i'm far worst than worst
i'm crazy
i'm stupid
i'm a barbarian
i'm a coward
i'm a no-brain cow
i'm cow dung

i don wanna lost a friend
shes very important to me
but now
shes gone
forever
will time come and recover the losses which i have made?
i think not
shes very confident
that our friendship
has come to an end

the time we have been together
the time which i have teached her what she doesn't know
the time which we laugh together
the time which we chat together
the time which i praise her
the time which i gave her support when shes practicing
the time which she look at me and laughed
the time which we walk together and chat
the time which we chat in msn
the time when i pass by her class and called her name
the time which we smile together with each other
the time which we have been together

i will cherish it all
i will remember everything
i wish we could be the same

i will miss you
although we are not friends anymore













goodbye
my dear friend









-octopus-

sadness is covering my heart.......
mist of guilty is full in my spirit.....
i wish i could pierce through it.....

its more complex than i knew
i shouldn't ask in the first time
i'm ashamed of what i have done
i'm regretting of what am i thinking
i shouldn't do that in the first place

doing this?
doing that?
thinking that?
thinking this?
what should i think of?
i've been thinking too much
i've been suffering too much
the sufferings make me think more than usual
its my fault
i shouldn't say that to you
i should not
how could i repay you?
how should i do to make you forgive me?
is this the way we should be?
is this the way our friendship ends?
i don want the second time to come for me
it makes me more sad
i have been into this kind of condition once before
i don want to have this second time
please
i don want it
take it away from me
anyone..... pls....

its sad
to loss a friend with great friendship.....
it makes me sad,
when she doesn't wanna bother you although u r infront of her .....
this kind of situation....
what should i do?
am i wrong at the first place?
or is it her problem?
why shouldn't there be a super advicer to tell me
what should i do next?
there will be no problem for me

i've been thinking of solutions for this case
but...
neither those work nor what am i thinking
i think i'm losing the grip
i think i'm losing everything i've own before
i think i'm losing every single bit of this friendship
i don wanna lose anything
its my life
my life is full of friends
you are one of the biggest piece of this friendship
i don wanna loss you
no one could every have your place
i wish you could forgive me

i don wanna loss a friend again
i've lost one before,
and i don wanna lost another
please
i beg you

for some reason,
my eyes are filling with tears
this isn't me
but the way you show me
the way i'm thinking of repaying you,
makes me shed tears from my eyes
i wish u could just see this blog and know what am i feeling

please
i really beg you
may god bless me





-octopus-

i dunno why
maybe i said something wrong
i hope that i'm not
but unfortunately i've done and said something wrong
u are escaping me
u are avoiding me
how can i resist it?

did i say those three words are u are now avoiding me?
i hope tat to you it isn't something big
well
its just my feelings,
and i'm regretting now
i shudn't ask that
i shudn't do that
why must i do that?
why must i say that?
i've just lost a precious thing

in school u don even say hi to me
in school u are avoiding my eyes
in school u are avoiding every step i make
how do u think i could resist it?
it isn't my style
i don usually fight with girls
but for you....
special occasion
i didn't fight with you
but just those three words........ ( u using me? )
i hate that time and what i have done
could u forgive me?
i couldn't just say out in school and in front of so many ppl....
but if u do,
look at my blog,
see what am i typing now
see what am i feeling now




i miss you a lot
i miss your talking
i miss your smiling
i miss your laughing
i miss your running
i miss your everything

pls,
forgive me
i beg for it






-octopus-

i hate you dad
i reali hate you
you thought u could adjust my time
my time in school
damn you dad
how can and could u do that?
its impossible for u
i'm much busier than you thought,
don you think that you're the most cleverest guy in the world

unfortunately u are the most stupid and stubborn in the world
u thought u could do anything you like
but what the hell?
u don even know what i am doing in school
i reali don hav the time to do what you ask for,
so how can i do?
u say i'm lazying in school,
but i'm reali busy in school!
how can u say that to m?
you know you are a stupid idiot man i've never seen?

for some reason,
just shut up and let me do the job
i hate you a lot

reali,
i hate you a lot dad
i hate you a lot

ITS SUNDAY!
woooo~
finally can sleep late again!
but.....
i've been force to wake up at ten... T.T

i've wasting my whole morning at outside~
yeah~
^^
its nice
exam over~

my results.....
some are good,
some are bad~~
results aim
chinese : 55 70
malay : 78 70
english : 77 80
maths : 98 90
history : 86 80
geography : 60 70
biology : 89 85
physics : 86 70
chemistry : 71 80

red = OMG
green = ^^

well
i've got to get ready for the next exam
i wanna get 80 for average!

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh


-octopus-

today is a very busy day for me
i've done a lot of things
i've quarrel with a friend of mine
i've been thinking of something
its been messing my mind for a lot of time

i wish that there's someone which can give me advice
i don wanna be unadviced
it just seems like doing something without knowing
i wanna do something which i intend to do
i wish i could plan things before doing it
but it seems to me that,
planning things before doing keeps delaying and failing.....
what should i do?

gambateh to me




-octopus-

well
i dunno what are you thinking
what are you doing
what are you trying to do

you seem to be....
using me?
am i too sensitive?
do i think too much?
have i been too much and this makes me feel bad?
what must i suppose to do?
i dunno what to do ....

i relai dunno what to do,
nowadays stress i much more than usual
prefect we are changing groups,
as treasurer i need to recount things,
as computer society game master i need to think of more....
what should i do?
and i'm still helping you doing your work....
is this what am i suppose to do?

I DUNNO WHAT TO DO NEXT!
and my leg is bleeding ==





god bless me
pls




-octopus-

20-May-2009

well
today is the most BAWRIING day ever ==
nothing happen today

but actually i saw two "alubas"~ XD
well,
i'm a prefect,
and its my duty to stop them....
UNFORTUNATELY,
i din care~ ^^
well,
i don wanna get hurt,
so what's the point stopping them?

well,
i'm quite "normal" today....
din get angry~
din get frustrated~
din get sad~
haha~
good to me.....
stop letting my hairs get white~
^^

well,
my results are all out,
it seems that i can't get out from the "77~79 average marks".....
i'm so doomed.....
T.T
boohoo~~

well,
i've typing prefect things for HOURS
it is so TIRING
i wanna get REST

my com is LAGGING like HELL
i want my com to be FAST
haiz
stupid com =.=
wish i have a laptop~
that would be FANTASTIC

well,
todays been chatting wif her for quite a time~
it's er.... not bad? XD
well no one knows,
and she doesn't knows~
so why must i ruin it?
its fun~ ^^

although two people know adi la,
but,
make it as zero~
XD





-octopus-

- a day been wasted

well
today i've wasting my time a lot ==

i didn't do anything today~ XD
well,
whatever....

it seems so calm today~~
nothing much,
so its consider as.....

BORING




-octopus-

- turn into a new leaf

well,
today is the last second week of our prefect group~

well,
hui yan and soon wei cried~
well,
it seems to have changed and touched my mind
i suddenly feel that i don wanna leave this group
it makes me feel ALONE
i don wanna feel alone
it reali makes me scared.....

suddenly,
i feel that,
everyone in the group reali takes care of each other....
mostly hui yan,
she tries to understand me,
she wants to breaks through the mist of confusion inside me....
but,
i've failed her....
i just think that its so simple,
why shud you bother me like that.....
well,
after thinking now,
i felt dreadfully ashamed of what i have done
i wanna turn into a new leaf
i wanna make everyone know who the hell i am
i don wanna be the blacklisted guy in prefectorial board

well,
our groups members reali care each other~
they are kind,
friendly,
good-hearted people which i am admiring now
i shud be more kinder and open minded
now i have regret what i have done before
for now,
i could be more better....
why am i so stubborn?
why that time i'm so.....
childish?

it reali makes me feel ashamed.....
sad....
dreadful....
regretful...
i wish time could just come back,
for the time we ,
the third group,
to be together once more.....
and i wish that,
i could be more better than last time,
thinking that i'm the only king,
everyone needs to suite me....
now,
i wish that i haven't been like this
i wish that i'm will not be like this in the future
i meant to change the way i am now
well
i am changing
i am piercing through the "skin of badness"
i will be good
i will be more mature
i will be better
i will be more responsible
i will be more sensible

God bless me in the future
May God guide me through all these

finally,
I MEANT TO BE A NEW LEAF
I DON WANNA BE A ROTTEN LEAF


-octopus-

- disappointments are out again!

today~
two papers out~
yahoo......
sien ==

actually,
the papers reali suck me out
i don understand
for the hardwork for me,
why should i still get this kind of marks?
maybe i'm too highly confident?
or just too high target?
i don understand.....

haiz....
i'm so sad....
haiz....
sad sad sad.....
next week i'm going to write out my marks.....
~~~~~
drifting away~~
woooo~

well,
now i know how to manage a girl ==
act like always
don strangely act like something else
HAHAHAHA
i'm gonna get you~!~!
MUAHAHAHAHA

==
cold





-octopus-

- results and disappointment are out

today is the day.....
for the results.....
i'm exciting....
i'm happy.....
the best of all.....
I'M GOD DAMNLY DISAPPOINTED!

well,
first of all malays out,
wow....
the results are not in my expectations.... ^^
luv ya BM~ ( for a moment, don get tooo happy == )
next is chinese.....
only composition paper.....
suck.... stupid chinese....
well next is english~
superior damn it.....
why i get this kind of results one~~ haiz....

but maths i am so happy~
^^
i thought....
but fortunately....
hehehehehehehehe~~~ ^^

well,
the results are very disappointing...
next time i'm gonna CHIONG LIKE I'M GOING TO HEAVEN
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH~


-octopus-

- another day

wow
another day has just gone
a blink of an eye
a tick from a clock ( althought it a lot of ticks )
the world
it seems....
too fast
well tomorrow is just an exciting day
results day
wow
fantastic
see how many A's i could score.....
feel quite "gan jiong"

well,
exams over,
i can't see her anymore.....
shud i go to her class?
or just go to find her after school?
it quite confuse me,
dunno what to do the next moment
i don have any advicers to advice me,
well....
it seems to be my own
if i wanna go on this extraordinary relationship,
what must i do?
just hope that anyone,
anything,
anytime,
any place,
any one could tell me what to do....

hope we will get well together soon
^^





-octopus-

- finally

wow
exams over
two weeks over torture
FINALLY ITS OVER!

so whats the reward?
stay in house doing nothing at all ==
it seems funny,
to become DAMN busy....
after that?
nothing to do~
melepek here melepek there.....
also very boring~

well,
i think my results are totally a disaster.....
i'm afraid of some subjjects,
like geography~ chinese~ bm~ omg hate those things man

well,
sitting here blogging its the first thing i do in home
its nothing actually,
typing out my feelings~
FANTASTIC THING to do~ ^^

well,
today just wanna go find her after exam,
but she just disappear in thin air ==
can't even find her
i have to escape marching from prefectorial board AND find her
so damn "easy"~ yucks
but its fun anyway~ ^^

well,
i've got to go dentist later
see if i can take out my braces
its been two years ++
haha~
wish me luck~


today i just teach her something
makes me so happy~
XD....... LOL
LAUGH OUT REALI LOUD TO ME
thx
appreciate it
~~~~~
^^






-octopus-

- you sucks man

excuse me
am i your friend?

and does friends don bother each other?
do you know,
that i sms to you,
i have to wait about 5 hours to receive back..... ==
what if your mother dies and i'm sending to you,
what will you ract?
let your mother die and then five hours later only realise?
you fuck up man ==

and then
got things only come and find me?
when i just said:"er.... dunno oo...."
you seem like wanna hug my hand,
wanna make me say "yes i can"
after the answer is "no"
wow
you seem to be a gust of wind
suddenly come and go
you really really sucks man
i don understand
why would i have this kind of friend?
god damn you man
its better than be friend to a dog than you ==




*ps :the character in this article is not same as the character below*



i hope that you will see this and find out its you
i will be very appreciate
you BITCH

- do you know?

do you know that tortoise use their tongues to cut off foods?
do you know that octopus use smoke to escape from their enemies?
do you know that a page from your book consist of germs more than the population of our earth?
do you know that someone in our world uses hair to pull a truck?
do you know that someone uses their legs to kick bricks and make that crack?

do you know that i'm waiting for you to break up?

actually i don't really know who the heck you like now.....
besides, i don reali noe do you like someone else.....
but the fact is,
i quite like you XD
omg,
the feeling is back
i hate this stupid feeling
it makes me sick and crazy for love.... T.T haiz.....

but anyway,
i don care this kind of things first.....
do you know?
i want you to be mine? (eww..... disgusting~)

may god bless me this time.
do i know that could i make it?

i reali don know......