well
the second day of the nightmare
my feeling is still complicated
i can't say i'm already overcome the feelings
but
whatever i do
whatever i see
whatever i make
it seems connected to whatever we have done before

its funny
why must it be like this?
is it a dream?
is it a fact?
i just wanna try to escape this
but how could i escape?
it has happened
i have done it
i have ruin it
how and why must i escape?

"our friendship is over"
she say it confidently
is it..... real?
i really dont want to lose this friendship
but
its has been done
we are no more friends
we are strangers to each other
but a very familiar stranger to each other
it seems like
we have just lost some memories
it seems so familiar
but its still so strange

from now on we dunno each other
i dunno her
she dunno me





i'm very disappointed to what i have done

regretting is the thing i can do now

i have nothing to say
just.....

i am very sorry to have hurt your feelings







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