a sad day
a nightmare

the friendship has gone
what do i get?
another enemy
another stranger
how can i repay this?

i felt sorry for this
i felt ashamed for this
i shouldn't say in the first place
i'm regretting now
now
she doesn't wanna be my friend
another piece of friendship is gone
this is just like the other case i've been before
i don want this to happen
but today
it has happen
i had lost another good friend

i'm sad
i'm a failure
i'm a shit
i'm a useless guy
i'm unfit to be a friend
i'm far worst than worst
i'm crazy
i'm stupid
i'm a barbarian
i'm a coward
i'm a no-brain cow
i'm cow dung

i don wanna lost a friend
shes very important to me
but now
shes gone
forever
will time come and recover the losses which i have made?
i think not
shes very confident
that our friendship
has come to an end

the time we have been together
the time which i have teached her what she doesn't know
the time which we laugh together
the time which we chat together
the time which i praise her
the time which i gave her support when shes practicing
the time which she look at me and laughed
the time which we walk together and chat
the time which we chat in msn
the time when i pass by her class and called her name
the time which we smile together with each other
the time which we have been together

i will cherish it all
i will remember everything
i wish we could be the same

i will miss you
although we are not friends anymore













goodbye
my dear friend









-octopus-