To be or not to be, That is the question.

I can't decide what i want.
I can't think of what i need to do.
I can't think of a way to do it.
I can't ensure the next step is the correct step.
I can't fulfill my own desires.
I can't seriously face this.

What can i do next?
I really really dunno what to do.

Asked my friends for advices
They told me that i didn't put any effort.
But...
What's the meaning of effort?
Well,
It's my first time to face something as strange as you.
I probably lost steps between him and you.
And i won't be clinging the walls so tightly if it isn't him which started.
But...
I don't have the courage to climb up back or just face what's below.
Should i risk it?
Should i do what i'm adviced to do?
Or should i just....
Let it go?

Damn headache with all these problems...
Dunno
whether to take the risk or not.

God bless me....




*Wish you're here to see this, But you can't.


-octopus aka confidential-

OMG~
update update ><
got someone scold me liao....
jialat xD

school's reopen~
Homeworks are piling up~
Exams are coming nearer~~
Test are more and more.....
Kinda pressure @.@

Just lost my temper on test on my mum.... ps mum ><



Well,
went swimming with friends.... dunno when liao @.@
That life guard was soooooo annoying ==
Three times i come with friends,
and three times he come and check our receipt ==
Well
Lost my temper for THE FIRST TIME IN SUCH A LONG TIME

They say i was really scary,
and "Yay!" to me xD
Thought was scary enough for that stupid goat to be scared and don mess up with me for the next time ><


Well,
for 16 years
i played with my parents badminton~~~!!! xD =)
happy happy me bwahahahaha~
they didn't touch the racket for more than 25 years
but still they are so FREAKING PRO
Gotta catch up to them ><



That's all =)
nth special going on here,
so won't be writing much for this time ><






-不会再找你了 不会再和你聊天了 发觉到很乏味啊 浪费青春浪费生命浪费时间浪费金钱

1.52 am

Woo~ It's late~
Wonder whose waking up so late with me? =D

对放假又爱又恨
很爽又很显

really xD
Im awaiting for tomorrow's buffet~!
Will sure eat alot =)


Well
for my 70kg...
next time xD bwahahahaha~~

Finally found the way to let my net fly fast =)

Really nothing to type ==
Nothing to say also


Well happy holiday's guys ! =)

Dont forget to do your h'day Homework ;)





-octopus aka confidential


ps : are we going to watch resident evil this thursday??

I tried to type chinese
But just dunno why don't have the courage
besides there's no feelings to type chinese also
oh my gosh~~


well whatever lar ~.~
越野赛跑....
finish lo! xD
although i didn't get any,
but its still worth it. =)
My legs are currently sore,
My thighs are pain,
and the only i can do is,
sitting in every corner in the house plus dragging myself.

Congratulations for those who had achieved medals for today's marathon =)





I dunno how to express this in english,
so type chinese bah xD

点击点击一下别人的部落格
其实
写部落格的都是在写着关于[2情]
何为[2情]?
乃是友情
乃是爱情

看到别人在写着整天的甜蜜,
哇~ 为那些人感到幸福 =)
好不容易地在另一半
甜蜜是正常的 哈哈哈 =D

还看到
叙发自己心里话的部落格
都是他不爱我, 我不爱他..... 啦啦啦
好伤感哦~
看着看着
也发觉很久以前的我
曾经也是这样的 =S
但是
经历了那么久的事情,
心里早以没有了[喜欢, 恋爱]

this was something special
this was just like dynamite
这个感觉啊....
已经不在我身上了







什么事啊?
不懂叻 =S
不再要想起以前的回忆 =)

期待-期待-期待





朋友啊~
看开一点啦~
这样对人有坏下场的啊~ xD





-octopus aka confidential