To be or not to be, That is the question.

I can't decide what i want.
I can't think of what i need to do.
I can't think of a way to do it.
I can't ensure the next step is the correct step.
I can't fulfill my own desires.
I can't seriously face this.

What can i do next?
I really really dunno what to do.

Asked my friends for advices
They told me that i didn't put any effort.
But...
What's the meaning of effort?
Well,
It's my first time to face something as strange as you.
I probably lost steps between him and you.
And i won't be clinging the walls so tightly if it isn't him which started.
But...
I don't have the courage to climb up back or just face what's below.
Should i risk it?
Should i do what i'm adviced to do?
Or should i just....
Let it go?

Damn headache with all these problems...
Dunno
whether to take the risk or not.

God bless me....




*Wish you're here to see this, But you can't.


-octopus aka confidential-

OMG~
update update ><
got someone scold me liao....
jialat xD

school's reopen~
Homeworks are piling up~
Exams are coming nearer~~
Test are more and more.....
Kinda pressure @.@

Just lost my temper on test on my mum.... ps mum ><



Well,
went swimming with friends.... dunno when liao @.@
That life guard was soooooo annoying ==
Three times i come with friends,
and three times he come and check our receipt ==
Well
Lost my temper for THE FIRST TIME IN SUCH A LONG TIME

They say i was really scary,
and "Yay!" to me xD
Thought was scary enough for that stupid goat to be scared and don mess up with me for the next time ><


Well,
for 16 years
i played with my parents badminton~~~!!! xD =)
happy happy me bwahahahaha~
they didn't touch the racket for more than 25 years
but still they are so FREAKING PRO
Gotta catch up to them ><



That's all =)
nth special going on here,
so won't be writing much for this time ><






-不会再找你了 不会再和你聊天了 发觉到很乏味啊 浪费青春浪费生命浪费时间浪费金钱

1.52 am

Woo~ It's late~
Wonder whose waking up so late with me? =D

对放假又爱又恨
很爽又很显

really xD
Im awaiting for tomorrow's buffet~!
Will sure eat alot =)


Well
for my 70kg...
next time xD bwahahahaha~~

Finally found the way to let my net fly fast =)

Really nothing to type ==
Nothing to say also


Well happy holiday's guys ! =)

Dont forget to do your h'day Homework ;)





-octopus aka confidential


ps : are we going to watch resident evil this thursday??

I tried to type chinese
But just dunno why don't have the courage
besides there's no feelings to type chinese also
oh my gosh~~


well whatever lar ~.~
越野赛跑....
finish lo! xD
although i didn't get any,
but its still worth it. =)
My legs are currently sore,
My thighs are pain,
and the only i can do is,
sitting in every corner in the house plus dragging myself.

Congratulations for those who had achieved medals for today's marathon =)





I dunno how to express this in english,
so type chinese bah xD

点击点击一下别人的部落格
其实
写部落格的都是在写着关于[2情]
何为[2情]?
乃是友情
乃是爱情

看到别人在写着整天的甜蜜,
哇~ 为那些人感到幸福 =)
好不容易地在另一半
甜蜜是正常的 哈哈哈 =D

还看到
叙发自己心里话的部落格
都是他不爱我, 我不爱他..... 啦啦啦
好伤感哦~
看着看着
也发觉很久以前的我
曾经也是这样的 =S
但是
经历了那么久的事情,
心里早以没有了[喜欢, 恋爱]

this was something special
this was just like dynamite
这个感觉啊....
已经不在我身上了







什么事啊?
不懂叻 =S
不再要想起以前的回忆 =)

期待-期待-期待





朋友啊~
看开一点啦~
这样对人有坏下场的啊~ xD





-octopus aka confidential

Yeah!!!
At last i've got the chance to blog!! xD

Just now was surfing other people's blog,
and i saw that i've not updated for 35 days ==
5 weeks have pass in a blink of an eye!!!

well,
5 weeks,
35 days,
24 hours ea 1 day,
so that makes...
840 hours
50400 minutes
3024000 seconds have pass.
xD

between the weeks major things happen like....
exams?? betrayals?? lies?? frustration??
well
i'm not in the mood to say ANYTHING about bad things,
Now it's time to PARTY~!!!! XD
first thing is,
Merdeka!! although its kinda fake that im happy about this == nothing to happy what
and the second thing is,
the price of rice has fallen!! xD
hooray for everyone in M'sia!!

Been staying contact with some old friends in online games xD
wahahahaha~~
actually its two only,
not SOME XD
kinda bring back good memories =)


Exams pass!!!
Suddenly realised that i like to start the whole paragraph with a 'well' xD
well WHATEVER~!!!
Exams passed!!
Woohoo!!
It's kinda nice =)
But it's kinda sad too =(
Well mostly are happy!!! =D

Not trying to show off or what,
But my maths got the highest in class!! <3
Yay!!!! xD
The day after exam i was actually sick,
and im not in school,
and the first result i got is my english which is 64 ><
I was like,
disappointed for the whole day,
and then one by one marks come on and i was getting lower and lower....
'baby are you down down down'~ =.='''
then...
i got my maths marks!!
woots!! xD
efforts are paid GREATLY XD

then.... Physics came~ BM came~~
woohoo!!! =)
happy days =)
although i've dropped my average in class,
but at least i'm still in the 70's >.<
lucky me i guess =)

I'm listening california girls by katy perry ft. snoop dog
nice song ! =)
kinda outdate,
ain't i? xD
wahahahahahaha xD



Well,
Dunno when my line will be back to me,
stupid TMnet pigs won't come and install the cabels ==
shit them
later hari raya no need work again lo.
zzzz knnbccb
cb dog >.<

Oops. shouldn't say something bad ><
anyone saw namwee's new song? xD
nice nice nice =D


my birthday went a long time ago...
but i STILL need to say something.
Thanks to those who wished me =)
And thanks to those who aluba me ==
First experience after 4 years in school ><
kinda horrible xD
and thank god im heavy,
needa use a lot of hands to raise me up
BWAHAHAHAHAHA XD


Time to go =)
Night's everyone =)
Bringing my happy mood to bed....
The best of the best!! =)




- watching movie tomorrow with friends....
How nice ^^







-octopus aka confidential aka lim shao yi ^^

Hi everyone =)
It's been a long time since i've blogged, right? xD
Someone asked me to update...
So....?
Let's update then =)


Hmm...
From when let me see?
WOW
Since july 6th >.<
16 days LOL
Well,
i was quite emo-ish in these 16 days actually
Sad of this Worried of that~
If there's sad of course there will be happy =)
Some days i was quite happy....
Like today =D
Early morning i feel great =)
Really really great xD
Was laughing since i stepped into school and class
Bwahahahahahaha~ =P


Worried of my friend xD
Being strangled with girl problem's.
Well all i could say is,
Good luck then
May God Bless You =)


Bkb ( a.k.a Basketball ) competition is over
Unfortunately Our class didn't win ='(
It's so sad =(
We're gonna cut our hair until botak if we won xD
But...
Haiz.
I was going to go to barber's the next day,
But anyway,
Good game everyone =)
Gambateh S1ST <3

Finally,
after 14 years of being humiliated ><
I know how to RIDE A BIKE XD
PLease
If you're reading this DON'T LAUGH
Give me some respect xD
haha~~ anyway just laugh =D
Who cares anyway??
I finally know le wakakakakaka =)
Zhi Wei you can't laugh me BUT I CAN LAUGH YOU XD
A friend beside me was sooooo shock when i told him i know how to ride a bike xD
He told me that his neighbourhood,
everyone knew how to ride a bike when they were.... 3 -_-
Knew how to ride a motorbike when they were .... 12 -_-
And knew how to drive a car when they were.... 17 -__-
Who cares?
At least i knew NOW
is better than none you know =P

Actually i've got something to say to the whole class....
But....
Just dunno how to type it out ><
Need some mood to type ...
Just that
our class is being noisier and noisier after the past 7 months...
Although noisy BUT we're not as cooperate as the other science classes....
What happened to us?
When January we WERE the MOST cooperate class...
But after some time...
What happen??
We seem to be the worst class comparing to the other 2 classes ><

Everyday test test test
Haiz~
Exam's coming
Everyone seems to be studying...
WHile i,
still blogging xD

Well prefect seems to be a very good thing to be xD
I finally appericiate what's prefect le xD hahahaha~~
Need to know more than i know =D


Cya then everyone =)
WIll update sooner than you expected xD
hahaha~

Just joking.
Needa find a time ~




=)
Stay happy always everyone =D







-octopus aka confidential-






Come back come back~

Hi everyone =)
It's been a long time since i've blogged, right? xD
Someone asked me to update...
So....?
Let's update then =)


Hmm...
From when let me see?
WOW
Since july 6th >.<
16 days LOL
Well,
i was quite emo-ish in these 16 days actually
Sad of this Worried of that~
If there's sad of course there will be happy =)
Some days i was quite happy....
Like today =D
Early morning i feel great =)
Really really great xD
Was laughing since i stepped into school and class
Bwahahahahahaha~ =P


Worried of my friend xD
Being strangled with girl problem's.
Well all i could say is,
Good luck then
May God Bless You =)


Bkb ( a.k.a Basketball ) competition is over
Unfortunately Our class didn't win ='(
It's so sad =(
We're gonna cut our hair until botak if we won xD
But...
Haiz.
I was going to go to barber's the next day,
But anyway,
Good game everyone =)
Gambateh S1ST <3

Finally,
after 14 years of being humiliated ><
I know how to RIDE A BIKE XD
PLease
If you're reading this DON'T LAUGH
Give me some respect xD
haha~~ anyway just laugh =D
Who cares anyway??
I finally know le wakakakakaka =)
Zhi Wei you can't laugh me BUT I CAN LAUGH YOU XD
A friend beside me was sooooo shock when i told him i know how to ride a bike xD
He told me that his neighbourhood,
everyone knew how to ride a bike when they were.... 3 -_-
Knew how to ride a motorbike when they were .... 12 -_-
And knew how to drive a car when they were.... 17 -__-
Who cares?
At least i knew NOW
is better than none you know =P

Actually i've got something to say to the whole class....
But....
Just dunno how to type it out ><
Need some mood to type ...
Just that
our class is being noisier and noisier after the past 7 months...
Although noisy BUT we're not as cooperate as the other science classes....
What happened to us?
When January we WERE the MOST cooperate class...
But after some time...
What happen??
We seem to be the worst class comparing to the other 2 classes ><

Everyday test test test
Haiz~
Exam's coming
Everyone seems to be studying...
WHile i,
still blogging xD

Well prefect seems to be a very good thing to be xD
I finally appericiate what's prefect le xD hahahaha~~
Need to know more than i know =D


Cya then everyone =)
WIll update sooner than you expected xD
hahaha~

Just joking.
Needa find a time ~




=)
Stay happy always everyone =D







-octopus aka confidential-






Come back come back~

Well,
it's been a long time since i blogged =)
The reason is the computer is tooooooooo slow ='(
so i can't blog everyday like i used to.

Fortunately today it allows me to use the computer!
Miracle =D

First of all,
I would wanna congratulate myself and the other prefects
which managed to wear chocolate ties xD
To other's which failed....
Don worry!
Chances will be there waiting for everyone !

^^


Second,
I would wanna spit out EVERYTHING which i suffered for last week.
It's been quite some hell for me.
Well not the WHOLE week,
a few days like that.
But thank god there's some paradise in between hells =)




Please don't come and try to stick with me.
I know you are trying to be concerned with me,
but don't you know that i'm getting annoyed and trying to escape from you?
Keep on stick stick stick,
I'm really getting fired up.


What do you mean by 冲动?
I just only asked everyone to get out from the class to attend sports class with you in the class then you tell me that i'm 冲动 ==
what the fuck are you talking?
We're getting late and you tell me that's ill-mannered for shouting with you stupid old hag woman in the class.




抽象还是抽象
虽然不是你的谁
但是请问你可以写得比较明白一点吗? XD
请以读你部落格的人的角度来看看一下 xD



Thanks for calling me!! =D
I was very very very surprised u called me!!
Thinking of it still makes me non-stop smiling xD
hahahahaha =)
Stay in contact more often in the future!!!


Teacher parents day arrived last saturday!
Turns out to be quite normal actually =)









An apple with a core is the perfect match wrapping together inside.
what about an apple with a leaf?
On top of it and below of it.
What does it make?
A perfect apple?
No i don't think so.








-octopus aka confidential-

Stupid broadband
Stupid Internet
Stupid www.mylaunchpad.com.my
Stupid Computer
Stupid Stupid Stupid

I hate all this stupid thing ==
FIrst very lag
Second keep saying connection error
Third Keeps eating my website and need to report report report only can get back
Fourth Auto update firewall ALSO SO SLOOOOOOW



Lolx
Nice life i'm having here ><
Can't surf the net
Can't play games
Can't chat with friends...
Using the phone waste money!!!
Can't keep using it.
Only RM40 to use in a month u know ><

4th day of school.
Not bad ehh~
Just dunno why nowadays VERY TIRED
Can't get up at 5a.m as i usually do
Woke up at 6a.m yesterday
and 6.10a.m today
Very rush.
scared to let Louie wait for me
But fortunately everytime i'll be waiting her =D


I mentioned examination are near and need to study liao xD
Anyone wanna whack me?
Bwahahahahaha~~





vivian : Ke lian lo! Headache toothache! xD don hesitate to ask =) always there ..
















- Fly fly away~ Time flies but memories don fly...

Yippee~~
It's the end of the holidays!! xD


~ Someone said " I need more holidays and need more time "
~ Someone said " Don't know whether to feel happy or sad "
~ Someone said " The world can makes us fall but we can stand up "
~ Someone said " Watch worldcup = rape ourself "
~ Someone said " Omg! They two are together! "
~ Someone said " Yer! Full of pimples still eat chicken! "




LOL
Currently being very happy now =D
Getting excited of going to school??

NAH

Getting excited of meeting friends??

YOU BET XD


Bwahahahahahaha
So high now. xD ( -.- )


Ok. enough of the HIGH-ing
Actually what SOMEONE said are really right
I really need those thing
( Not include the pimples thingy.... eww~ )

Need more time
Need more holidays
Need to stand up


This holiday is the best holiday which i ever had =)
Hmm....
Maybe the reasons are....
I met my friends in club?
Having exercise in the club? =D
Not quarreling with family for THE FIRST TIME in the holidays??

Well its a combination which makes the best holiday ever =)



Tomorrow school gonna reopen! HAHA
I still left another 2 major homework haven't done =.=
Gotta rush later . xD

Prefering doing it in the midnight.
Bwahahahahahaha~~




For real,
this broadband is making me crazy @.@













- Happy birthday to You =)


-octopus aka confidential-

God damn it ==

I typied the whole thing and this blog told me that dunno what stupid error can't post it out.
And there's no draft and i HAVE TO TYPE IT WHOLE OUT.... AGAIN

Argh ><


I'm feeling awful.
First thing is the loneliness,
and the second thing is i'm feeling sick.

Loneliness,
Well,
i'm used to lonely. ><
So let's talk about the sickness.

I'm feeling REALLY sick.
I would like to vomit and floor RIGHT THIS INSTANT but for the sake of my face problem i won't do it xD
Secondly,
I felt REALLY REALLY sick,
Because i just saw someone's blog.
OH MY GOSH ><
Well,
last time i'm also like him,
but fortunately i'm not LIKE HIM. xD


Should have brought my swimming equips.
I could use some time shaking my sickness out than sitting in this library looking at this computer.
At least it's better than staying in my house,
where it doesn't have any connection or whatsoever which can make me feel unbored.

Someone replied me today~~
Yeah~~
Someone which 'v' miss a lot xD
( Well i dunno. maybe a few ? whatever )
Our long lost Yi Ping~!!
Well,
she transfered school,
and everyone doesn't know where the hell is she.
At least she shows herself. xD
hahaha~



Vivian Mui : Thanks for helping me find my book! ( At first i wanna post it facebook, but nvm xD )
good luck on tomorrow's trip! ( Don forget to buy the things which i wanted u to buy =P )





Oh the blog thing?
It's really awfully disgusting xD
ask me if you wanna know what or whose blog is that xD


Tomorrow going to SUNWAY PYRAMID! YAY! XD







I'm feelling really sick right now ==




-octopus aka confidential-

Second post for today =)

I'm still in the library.
But it's after i swam and played badminton with my fellow friends =)

The world,
It maybe seems big,
but actually
its REALLY small.

I thought i was going to be alone doing and solving my chemistry
Then my friend just pop out from the door.
woo~
miracle? xD

But i swam myself =)
Someone got something so she can't swim xD ( ps lo i thought 1 day nia ><)

Swam by myself
Swim and thinking of the past.
Wow.
It's been 4 years since i've started Form 1.
Well more precisely,
3 years and 5 months plus 10 days?
The days which I've been through.
Well,
I could say that it's kinda rough.
But for others maybe it's DAMN smooth xD
hehe =)

Actually something just ding dong in my mind.
Do you know why there are SOOOO many jiejie and korkor or didi and meimei in the school?
Well,
in my opinion....
After so many years of experience ><
After lots of times of experiments
After tons of thinkings and ideas
Well,
I got a point.


若喜欢上了一个人但却得不到，通常会以哥哥姐姐弟弟妹妹称呼。

strictly speaking it's just MY OPINION.


Felt kinda tired now ><
THought of going to spend the whole night in JJ.
But unfortunately parents forgot to take this laptop i'm using now ><
hehe.

Today's such a good day =)

Happy always everyone =)










-octopus aka confidential-

Finally,
I've found a place which i can surf the net as fast as i want =)

Ambang Botanic rocks~!
I've got everything i want in this resort club.... xD

Moving here is just thing in my life ^^

Im in the reading room doing my homework.
Saving my houses electricity bills =x

Getting confused with chemistry.
Know the differences betweens
oxidation-reduction reaction and redox reaction?
Do you know the difference?
I don't know the difference. ><
So confused now. @.@



Oh~~ my best pal...
You're getting sweeter and sweeter xD
So sweeeeeeet xD
Congratulations again =D






Is holiday going to be over?
Don't frightened me le.
I haven't got thin and tall yet. ><








-octopus aka confidential-

Once in my life time
I'm really sure that
I enjoy this holiday very much
=)

Maybe it's the surrounding
You know,
Peace~
Quiet~
Natural~
Wow =D

Living in A.B is quite nice =)
Thanks to my parents.... *hehe

It's only the beginning of the holiday,
but why do i feel that it's going to be over? ><
A little boring,
without my fast speed computer,
but its ok =)


Yesterday went badminton in the club with some friends =)
Cool ccs,
we make a great team ^^
Bwahahahahahahaha~ =D

Awaiting for the next to club with friends =)













Trying to be cheerful.













-The season has started and most people received it.
But why didn't i get any of it?

oh yeah~
it's done =)

http://8octopuslim8.blogspot.com

The new website for this blog =)

Please tell everyone who wanna read my blog xD
bwahahahahaha~

day one of holiday.
well not bad actually xD
never really enjoy my holiday before,
well now im enjoying~!

It's kinda nice ....
living in this new area =)
Ambang Botanic....
Nice =)
*thumbs up*

Well
Still got soooooooo many days to come.
Remember what i typied inside facebook??
I said : " Super life back to patient life. "
This broadband really IS testing my patience.

Sometimes its sloooooooooooooooooooow~
Sometimes its oooooooooooooooooooook~

Well playing games isn't the best option with this broadband.
U will get your temper erupting,
which i had,
and let my mother scolded ><


Well,
that's all for today~! =)






-octopus aka confidential-

helo????
what the hell is going on???

-just trying-

i wanna on the com but it keeps shows some stupid website.
wtf.

Oh yes.

Finally after SERIOUSLY NUMEROUS OF TRYING this stupid new broadband,
at last it allows me to blog ==

So looooooooong i didn't update my blog adi...
any of my readers miss me? xD [lmao]
Well,
how many days since i've updated this blog??

hmm...
i have NO idea xD

well first things first
exams over~! yay ^^
well fortunately every fail that i've got last semester ,
turns out to be all pass~!!! woots!!
i really ought to celebrate you know =)

next aim,
all higher than this semester!!
Well,
it's gonna be a reality =D
I really need to get my results hot.
It's getting colder and colder comparing to the whole class.
For example,
The whole class average improved 10 marks,
whereas i've just improved 4~5 marks.
='(
how sad....
><


Really,
Thanks to beloved Louie
Saved me lots of time going to her house to use the com....
Officially Thanks to you dear cousin =)


Exams over relaxation coming.
Yippe!!!!!! xD

Everything's perfect.
except this computer ==
stupid broadband.
Can't even play games with this.
Haiz~













- It's been so long. Do you still remember me?

A person can be such a influence to others...

A person can be a trigger to anyone else...

A person can be a stab to your heart....

Pour your hearts to something,
You can't pour too much into it.
Once pour into it,
You can't scoop it back.
You can't suck it back.
You can't bring it back.
You can't take it away.





攀得越高, 掉下来越痛....


Fallen in love with a person is just like taking risk drinking two cups of liquids...
You can't identify which is which.
You can only trust to your instincts and pray to God that you're right.
But unfortunately,
instincts are never right.

The more you try to identify,
The harder you will get the answer.


Relationships
Loves
Is not in reality.
Once drown into it,
you're doomed.

Numb yourself with time.
Heal yourself.











- Emo-ish... Thanks to heartless. ~.~

Long time no blog!! =S

Let's make it short shall we?
Gonna use the time to study! xD

E-challenge is a great success!!
Everyone is famous because of our director!!
Joseph Bouquet! >< i mean joseph Ng .... kekex Thanks to everyone in our group~ We threw our faces to perform in front of all the seniors.... xD Its a great success =) Im famous~! xD hahahahahaha.... because im half naked? haha~~ Exams coming... Exams reaching... Gotta study now!

*Mui tomoro i give you the scope.... paiseh yar~







This is our echallenge movie.... Have fun =)

She's gone...
Things ought to be normal.... right?

Well it really is right~!
I've overcomed my emo-ish days~~
You should see me not laughing xD
I've grown a little thin ><

Do you know why i'm plum?
Because i laugh~~
Laughing makes your whole body moving,
including your organs~~ =)
Well eventually,
and unfortunately,
or should i say fortunately,
my tummy shakes the most!! xD
izit the tummy or the thing above my tummy?
hmm....
whatever =X
It produce more acids which makes me hungrier and hungrier =D
so thats why im so fat....kekex [xD]

I wonder what i look when i'm thin? o.o

Its a dream which im looking forward to it xD

Wish me luck!! =)


Trying to forget the emo me!








But im still emo-ing.
Who understands my feelings?












- Being optimistic is the only way to forget emo memories.

Days of cooling down

It really helps....

Time heals....
Time cures....
Time forgets...
Time releases...
Time pass....


Emo-ing everyday isn't the best way to face it...
Doesn't it?
Thinking of the day which u need to go...
That's right about the day after tomorrow??
Can't stop thinking the days without seeing you...
Maybe i'm describing to much,
But it really is something which i tried to bear now....
I just couldn't stand out any loneliness...

Your smile....
Your expressions...
Your reactions...
Your answers....
Your tempers....

How many things would i miss after they days you've gone?


Maybe i should shake myself out of this...
Be normal as usual,
Like your just a part of memory to me,
A history,
which is meant to be remembered for the rest of my days...

Unfortunately,
i really can't...
I just don't want you to leave~

I have been reacting so .....
I dunno how to say...
It's just only a friendship...
What if next time,
I'm having a relationship?

Can't stop thinking about it.





- Trying to be optimistic, But i just can't stop feeling moody thinking about it.









-octopus aka confidential-

She's leaving.....
She's leaving.....
She's leaving.....
She's leaving.....
She's leaving.....
She's leaving.....
She's leaving.....
She's leaving.....
She's leaving.....
She's leaving.....
She's leaving.....
She's leaving.....
She's leaving.....
She's leaving.....
She's leaving.....
She's leaving.....
She's leaving.....
She's leaving.....
She's leaving.....
She's leaving.....
She's leaving.....
She's leaving.....
She's leaving.....
She's leaving.....
She's leaving.....
She's leaving.....
She's leaving.....
She's leaving.....
She's leaving.....
She's leaving.....


No matter how hard we adviced her
She's still leaving....

My feelings....
are currupting...

If she goes...
I won't be able to laugh as freely as before.
Because she's the one which makes me laugh everytime.

Good bye...
Good bye laughter...

Tried to be optimistic by learning this sentence....

[不在乎天长地久, 只在乎曾经拥有]

But seriously
i cant.








-octopus aka confidential-

A girl is successful....
A girl is a miracle...
A girl is a wonder....

If they make me cry 5 times a day ... [LOL]

Well...
for 16 years of living in this boring world,
i Finally found ONE girl...
The girl which make me cried...
Can't say cried...
Tears dripping??

Yup its quite suitable xD
She made me Tear Dropped 5 times...
haha~~
today i was so emotional...

The thing is,
i was sooo emotional that i started dripping my tears for so many time....
She was a best friend to me...
A best FEMALE friend to me...
We talked about everything everyday~~
wahahahaha~

Now i got that she's gonna leave....
She's leaving for some reason which i Don't really understand.


Leaving every memory aside and welcoming others to come...

I cant bear the memories we had....
I cant bear to have no one siding with me....
I cant bear someone not laughing with me everyday....
I cant bear someone not asking me to act like others...

I just cant let someone which i cared go away like this...
Im sure that she has the same feelings which her best friends had,
but...

Haiz....

Can't you just finish six years of school then only go?




Feeling very emotional now...
For god sakes i wanna cry out loud....







-octopus aka confidential-

Cant sleep tonight...

So got up and start typing blogs...

actually lots of things happened after the last entry in my blog....
I actually ice-waring with a girl,
Suddenly felt that everyone has grown up,
Felt that LONELY is a very horrible thing,
Results are very bad and need to catch up more,
friendships need to maintain,
aims need to accomplished,
and more more more....
lots more.....

These thoughts just flew to me in nowhere....

Congratulations to those who achieve nice nice results for this semester =)
Congratulations to those which Grown up recently and became a MAN .... (bwahahahaha)


Congratulations to Joseph for entering elocution finals....
Congratulations to those who entered the e-challenge competition... =)







- I need someone who can really talk to me...
Answers me honestly and not like dumping money into the sea...






-octopus aka confidential-

通通死完了....

说好成绩要考好

所说的,

及做的,

有几时是办到的?

有几时是做到的?

一切,

看似不在乎,

但我也是有血肉的

我有心情的

没必要一直这样讲我?

用尽办法

用尽努力

还是这样

要怎样?

成绩,

像烂泥这样

我也不想啊

你以为我是故意的啊?

每天都讲

一定要考好

一定要考好

一定要考好

发现到自己

完全都没有实现过自己给自己的梦想

那么一切自己的梦想

都是梦寐以求, 达不到了??

其他人

都可以做到

为何,只有我做不到??

完完全全做不到


心灰意冷

再来几次

我会崩溃的

谁说男生很坚强?

坚强,

也有限度的




-octopus-

After HOURS of torturing with maths

i finally turn away from those horrible maths question

*pant*

Looking at the sky after class....

Thinking about what i've done....

Life....

Is really getting complicated

I'm a senior already....

The junior and senior level's sure is a great difference.

It's hard to cope in class.... sometimes

So i've gotta do realllly hard to achieve the results that i wanted.

Hearing from others that senior exams are far more complicated than last time.

I wonder how much can i get for the first time?

It really is a nightmare.... and torture too

Everyone seems to be studying in the holidays....

While I

opened the book,

looking at it,

but staring and thinking blank

Can't concentrate on the books

I WANT to concentrate on the books

I WANT to study everything

I WANT to memorize everything

I WANT to do those past year papers

But....

I WANT is currently a dream ><

Can't succeed this dream .

An Aimless sweet dream.


Have been doing maths since 10 in the morning with friends....

Starting to get dizzier and dizzier

My eye is throbbing with pain

Can't stay focus.





Another week

and the real nightmare begins.

Wonder who will be the one which survives it?




today's thunder is MARVELLOUS

BRAVO

like the weather today =)














- I can't smile without you~

What the hell is wrong with you

I can't seem to know what are you thinking

You reply people as if they are snapping at you

You answer people as if they are arguing with you

Can't you be more nice and more polite?

What did you say?

You love what you do?

What in the world is wrong with you?

I can't believe i knew someone like you

For so long!!!!

Argh.


Shut the crap out and shoo away.





*J.Louie : Its not you lor... Although she speaks like you. Its just a coincidence. ><









-If you have the feelings, how can you let it go then?

AHHH

school going reopen

NEED TO STUDY MORE DESPERATELY

SHIT







-good bye everyone.



突然之间,
觉得自己很空虚
内心的空白
真的很空白


Emptiness

What a boring day ==

I hate holidays....

Holidays are like....

wasting time?

wasting energy?

wasting life?

wasting money?


Thats why i don like holidays ==

The more holidays i have,

the more i spent,

the more headache's i get ==







Holiday go away

Shoo shoo




Thanks to my dear pal,

I've overcome some of my problems.

Talking to you in the phone sure is a way of relaxing =)

If you're looking at my blog,

then you'll know that i'm thanking you in this moment. =)

Ty Ty Ty Ty TY~~

Don't forget our centipede... xD













- Why didn't you reply me? =O It feels boring without smsing with you =X

Suddenly

I felt that....

This aunty rocks my soul =)

Although very long d....

SHE STILL ROCKS!!!

XD

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9lp0IWv8QZY

go check it out =)

For some reason

i Started to hate someone which i Didn't hate before...

Hatred is poison...

I'm being poisoned...

I'm hating someone NOW


I don't think I'm scared to let you know,

But u TERRIBLY sucks

You sucks

u worthless dumb ass

You're nothing but a mere Son of a *tut*

Argh

I now know why does someone hate you now...

For being a very flower flower person

PUI

U dog







-F*** You you idiotic person.

Damn~~

Every S1ST people listen~~

History is until Chapter 3.1 ....

Not pg 45~!!!

ARGH

Stupid shorty!!!!
Stupid sexy babe!!!



Must remember oh!!!



Omg~~~

Everyone must start studying liao....

Exams coming!!!

AHHHHHHHHHH

exam syllables :

华文

单元：《诗经》，《诸子散文》
内容：(1) 白话文&文言文（课外）各一篇
(2) 注释
(3) 课文简答
(4) 文学常识
(5) 名句：中四名句 1-10句
(6) 成语：26-50
(7) 翻译



地理

内容：pg1-pg41
计分：选择 20%
看图作答 16%
填图 14%
问答 40%


物理

内容：chp1, chp2, chp6, chp7
计分：选择 20题 40%
作答 6大题 60%


B.M.

内容 ：(1) Rumusan
(2) Tatabahasa
(a) Bina Ayat
(b) Pisahkan Ayat
(c) Sambungkan Ayat
(d) Kesalahan Ayat



数学（2）

内容：chp1, chp2, chp3, chp4
计分：选择题 40题 40%





数学（1）

内容：chp1, chp2, chp3, chp4
计分：必答题 4题 20%
选答题 4题 40%

4月2日 备考放假




ENGLISH


生物

内容：chp1, chp2, chp3
计分：选择 30题 60%
作答 5选4 40%



历史

内容：pg1~ page 63
计分：多选 12%
选择 18%
简答 20%
作答 40%
申论 10%




化学

内容：chp3, chp4
计分：选择 60%
简答+作答 40%




only for senior 1 science class.....

Happy prepare Examination~! xD









- Should i or shouldn't I?

Wow....

yesterday i was sooo tired

can't even have the strength... the energy.... to type blog... xD

well yesterday was the computer society's one-day-camp

I was the assistant chairman...

and it went quite well =)

although some trouble makers ponteng for half day,

and i and some friends search them EVERYWHERE

but lets don't include them.... shall we? =)

Tired... Exhausted...

So i slept for 14 hours... ><

from yesterday 7.00pm ~ today 9.00am .... *woots~!

WAhahahahahah~! xD

I'm so energetic today.... ^^

the consequences for sleeping so long....

IS to study later ==

Dang....

Exams are nearer...

Prepare for it everyone~!

=)






-exams all straight A's! hehe... how i wish... T-T







- I wonder how... i wonder why~~

Today sooo down

everything's down

even the weathers down...

what happen to everything... everyone??


Doesn't seem right to see everything's so down...

bottomless sea?

bottomless hole?


Tiring day...

It seems that

the day since senior life started

i've been complaining of the tiredness

Exam's coming...

pressure arising...

Oh my God....





Bless us...

I still can't make it right!!

Geography and history

prepare to die man.

T-T








- Hatred is poison.

I really hate you all for doing this.

F*** you ==

you think i don't have any responsibilities for what i have done.

Do you know the pressure that im having now??

DO YOU?
DO YOU?

NO YOU DON'T YOU MORONS

You don't even know what am i in school.

Don't judge what am i in home,

cause i'm not the same guy in home

Damn you lots.

I never give you some confidence??

Look at yourself and see WHAT CONFIDENCE have you given me

damn it

Damn it





And damn you

Are you really my best pal?

overheard some idiotic that you couldnt even manage to get those money

saying that are you really treating me as a friend?

DAMN

Look at her

she done it in a few minutes time

and you can't do it in THREE DAYS

ARGH






i'm sorry tat i've spoken harshly,
but it's the way it has to be.

if not im gonna explode right away.







-DAMN DAMN DAMN

说真的...

其实,

一个人,

对于感情的事情,

完全无绝对....

再说,

当一个女生说她想要单身时,

其实,

通通都是垃圾 ==

若要真的达到那样的程度,

要看那个人本身有没有毅力~~


挖卡卡卡~


=)

祝福你们成功啊~~
两星期后公布....










爱一个人~
如何面对她现在的情况呢?

Im so tireddddddddd ~

Things are going down....

really really down....

Effort of doing things down....
Effort of studying down....
Effort of cutting down weight getting down... ><


Nah not in the mood to cut down weight xD




Its a really tiring day
Studied in school for a few hours,
and off to badminton for the next four hours....

=)



Jian Wen i hate you !!!! =P










容仪名言 : 化你的悲伤, 气恼为食欲吧!
妈的 --

一，被点者请在自己的网志上打上答案
二，请传给另外十个人
三， 传阅人请在这十位被点的人的留言板上通知他，他被点咯!
四，这当中的十位不得拒绝
五，被点者请注明被谁点了在哪里接到再传给下十 位
六，这些被点名者，你们被点会祝福
七，不可回点哦，并且愿望会实现和得到幸福

♥ 坐上幸福热气球，开始咯~ ♥

幸福热气球：第一阶段
1.绰号：Octopus aka Confidential =)
2.星座：Leo
3.生日：08/08
4.兴趣：Eating.... =X
5.血型：O
6.最宝贵的东西：Eat
7. 最讨厌的东西：Being lonely

幸福热气球：第二阶段
1.有喜欢的人吗：Yes
2.有交往吗：No.... =(
3.幸福吗？：OF course =)
4. 他很爱你吗：No idea...

幸福热气球：第三阶段
1.你被谁点？：Christy Lino.... ( damn you xD)
2.他是你的谁：Friend since Junior 1?
3.他 的个性是：Guai lan xD
4.他长得怎样: Check out yourself http://christylino.blogspot.com/
5.跟他认识多久：Since Junior 1
6. 你想跟他说什么：Ma de why tag me ==
7.如果他变成你的情人：Impossible xD

幸福热气球：第四阶段
1.最爱的音乐：Declan galbraith : An angel
2.最爱的季节：Winter
3.最爱的卡通：Fairy tail!!! xD
4.最爱的颜色：Black
5.最想 去的国家：Antartica... see whale~!
6.最爱的水果：Pear~!
7.最爱的饮料：Ice lemon tea~~~
8. 最爱的人：

没有幸福热气球：第五阶段
1.你很爱哭吗：Er... No?
2.你很爱笑吗：YES
3.你是很有信心的人吗：A little bahhhh
4.你想要怎样的生活：Everyday happy~!!
5.你喜欢自己吗：YES
7.你喜欢睡觉吗：YES!
8. 你喜欢唱歌吗: Not really....

超爱幸福热气球：第六阶段
开始点名：

1. Louie
2. Vivian Mui
3. Cocoa
4. Joseph
5. Candy
6. Yukitan
7. Ccs
8. Timun
9. Queenie
10. I'll leave out this =)

Argh....
xD

哈哈!!

实在是痛快!!

昨天没有说到,

但是,

还是要说!!!

昨天 cheap 仔被讲...

爽! 赞! 哈哈!!!!



不停地笑了一整天吧?

今天真的,

好开心~! =)

很不正常的开心~~

挖卡卡卡~


找不到理由来告诉自己为何那么地高兴....

=)


现在,

不停的微笑.....

神经的 xD





vivian mui ahhhh vivian mui~~
Tomorrow ERP giv u~
xD








-开心, 就像喜欢一个人, 没有理由......

今天严重够力的....

累

心情一直很 down...

不知道为什么....

天啊~~~

很很很 down....


考试逼近了....

要加倍了....


压力啊~~~~

没有心情打部落格....
haiz



实在是爽,
讲那个 cheap 仔....
YES!!!







-累累累....

渐渐的...

感觉到,

高一真正的难度了...

向往着,

以前初中的感觉....

感觉,

真的很不一样....

以前,

逍遥自在,

游手好闲..........

现在,

喘一口气都不能.....

上课累到趴在桌上睡....

咳.....

初中日子,

想念着......


终于告定了以前所有的不解!!!!!!
化学, 物理.... 哈哈!!! =)

正在高兴着....
YES!!!!!
YES!!!!!
YES!!!!!



我的好朋友啊....

不要在去了....

求啦你了.....
求啦你了.....
求啦你了.....
求啦你了.....
求啦你了.....

=(









- 没有感觉....要持续吗?? 好难决定.... ><

A tiring but happy day =)



Well

heard tantrums from friends,
Saw quarrels between friends for some silly problem....


Why can't they just get over it and have a good live?

They're friends for about..... 4 years?

Room mates....
Class mates....
Whatever- mates...... ( not including soul mates )


Why they just quarrel and hate each other for some stupid reason?

~.~


heard tantrums from a girl....

The main character of the tantrum...
If you know what i am talking....

Please be aware that SOMEONE is hating you for what you have done....
Every step you make,
every decision you make,
will become disaster in your present life.....
IF you made the wrong decision and choices....





Be aware of what you have did and what you have said.
It may be fatal for you...

You don't wanna lose a friend because of your stupid dialogues...
Don't you?



=)








- Be cautious and Be aware of what you have done or did..... It may affect your life.

Blogging time....

Its the last day of February....
After twelve and its March...

See??
It explains something...

Time flies really fast.


Woke up at 11.30 today....
Its sooooo nice to wake up late =)

Makes me feel refreshing after a whole week of exhaustion...

After a day of refreshing,
its time to face 6 days of tiredness ... and boringness....



Exams are coming.
Gotta work hard for it.

The first exams of Senior 1 is coming.

Get ready every Senior 1 =)



Countdown to exam = 29 days 2 hours 42 minutes




















Do not think harsh on someone, because it affects more harshly on yourself....
Be cool with someone you hate, unless you want an enemy ready for you....


If you dont even know the answer, how can you answer peoples question?


If you Don even have the feeling, how do we accept it?

累啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊~~


莫名其妙的累 ==

送了巧可力给表妹,

发送回来的讯息还蛮可爱的 xD


到了以前心算老师的家....
蛮爽的 =)

虽然还很无聊一下,
没有人可以聊天,
因为全都是比我还大的人叻....

还好吧,
总算过去了...
嘿嘿...

全部都长那么高,
那么瘦,
多么的渴望....
我有那一天...
xD




神经病 ==





到此为止啦~
要去睡了....
明天谁都没有办法打扰我的睡眠!!!
哈哈!!


昨天实在是有够气的 ==
他妈的







-不要那么在乎别人对你的友情, 有可能你当他们是宝, 但他们当你是路边的小草, 甚至是垃圾...

超喜欢这句.
真的是有人这样的....

好累哦...

应该是昨天第一次上到如此迟吧...
才会这样累...


今天,
没有什么可以说的...

想说,
又不方便在这里大谈...


今天整天总结的两句....

累到.....
Stop interfering My Live. My life isn't yours to control.







告定 =)









-接收还是不接收? 相信还是不相信? 到底要不要?

是不是??

实验证明,
上课的日子,
比较多东西写!!!
xD

今天,
妈的 让我发脾气
破坏我的面子及形象 ==

给那个西北西北恶心的人 :

他妈的.... 你当我是你的枕头啊?
抱抱抱, 死远一点啦!!!!
你严重的够恶心了,
还要来缠我,
妈的,
去死!!!!
YUCK
PUI

呼~
告定....

第一次上SPM课,
没想到,
还是那么的有趣!!
我们上 Chemistry, Sejarah, Physics....

化学老师 Mr. Handsome,
整天在讲放屁放屁,
男女亲吻产生化学反应然后放屁.....
==''

Sejarah....
哇老,
你是白天念可兰经,
晚上来教书啊 ==
Boring 到~~~~~~

Physics....
Mr. Dinesh...
严重够力的 Guai lan!!!!
严重够力的有趣!!!
不愧是大学讲师....
XD

大致上,
整天就是这样....

明天,
会更好~
=)










-慢慢来~慢慢来~挖卡卡卡~ =)

我要大声地喊....

妈的!!!!!

说过了....
上课的日子,
比较多东西写...
真是的 ==

说实在的,
我完全跟不上进度

是我在慢慢退步吗?
还是智商变笨了?

我真的真的真的跟不上....

现在的我,
处在分叉路口...
好难啊....

目前班里还没有交到能够倾诉的朋友....
好想念以前倾诉的日子...

至少,
心里不会有那么多的纳闷....
现在,
糟糕....

考试要到了,
还发生这种情况...
真是他妈的 ==










天啊~~~~~~~~
救我.....



电话拿回来了....呵呵~










- 三个人都发觉了... 怎么我还没察觉到呢?? o.o

Well

Well

Well

The holiday ends....
how sad =(

But in the holidays its boring to death.
So should it be a sad thing,
or a happy thing? =)



时间飞啊飞啊~~~

一直想到要考试了...
我的天啊 ==


明天正式上课了....
各位加油吧
^^


假期里,
真的是没有什么东西发生....

闷到....到....到



到此吧
停笔...

还要读测验啊
=.=


*电话坏了...我的天.... 换来一架破铁 ==













-即将要换号码了...嘿嘿
可以发讯息到神经了
哇哈哈~

年初八....

爽!!!

到处放鞭炮!!

我家这里,
放到~~
厉害厉害
简直就是拿钱来放...
夸张到~~~

照片只有8张...
其他都是录影带...
可是很多叻....

慢慢来吧...
好了我放网址上来吧~

先给大家照片的网址...

-点击这里-








-高兴高兴 =)

实在是有够无聊啊....
假期就是这样...

多么希望假期缩短一点,
不要放到那么久...

假期是爽,
但放太久,
是无聊到~~~
不能忍的地步....

想念学校哦~
可是,
到了学校,
又要放假,
好矛盾 ~.~

新年快过了啦~
收拾着心情....



到底,
我要打华文还是英文叻?

两个都半桶水的...
哈哈~







-耶! =) 肯定不懂我在高兴什么.... 啦啦~~ xD hahaha

Time sure flies =)


Its holiday.... again

Kinda sick of holidays
i wanna get back to school ASAP
hehe....

Meeting someone?
No lar~~
Meeting friends... =)
Yay ^^



After CNY,
first semester exam reaching in....
wooo scary....=(

haiz~~



说真的,
其实这几次心情都很复杂....
不知如何表达出我的心情....
" 非笔墨所能形容的 "

出乎意料的事情,
期待着结尾....

结尾对我来说,
还是个未知数....

一个好的结尾,
要有个好的开始,
充分的过程....

自然吧....
有可能是想太多了....

昭余啊昭余....
不要想太多....

[一张纸, 每一笔代表着某个东西, 而你的笔迹, 对我来说, 是陌生而熟悉的.... ]

Oh yeah~
School reopen le~~

well
quite a lot of people didn't go to school~~

How i wish i was one of them.......

haha~
well today is quite a day....

surprises are sure surprises.....

I dunno how to start them,
nor to end them......













大吃一惊啊.... 真是的..... 真的吗?

Haha~

Today is soooo fun =)

I invited about 20 people,
but only 9 poeple show up
=(
how sad.....

Hehex~
But nvm...
we 9 people gamble like crazy~~~ xD

Oh ya,
from 3 pm start til 8 pm
arent we cool?
haha~~~ =)

stupid facebook cant seem to let me upload my photos.... ==
well nvm,
let us wait for my friend to upload then i will leave the link here =)



i forgot to say about yesterday,
yesterday i went to yvette's house....
It is nice =)
We gambled for about 3 hours,
Then we went to the cinema to watch <大兵小将>
really
its wonderful.
nice movie =)
jackie chan and 力宏~~
humorous, funny, exciting ,
but the last part was not nice
cause jackie chan died.
Oh well,
conclusion its nice =)







Today could be said as one of my best days with my friends =)














再一次, 出乎意料的东西, 出现了..... 我真的是不理你吗?

Woohoooo~

Today is the best day ever~~ =)

Went to yvette's house,
Won back half of my lost money. xD

yipeeeee

Anyone interested on coming my house tomorrow?
From 3o'clock noon until~~~~~ (-) u decide

No.3, Jalan Muda 70, Taman Meru Selatan, 41050 klang, selangor

0173009203 contact me if you dunno the way
=)

Come on~
we're gonna gamble until the end of the day~~~ WOOHOO
HAHAHAHAHA








Suddenly i thought of someting unpredictable. ><

首先,
再次祝贺大家,

初二 快乐 =)

然后,
再慎重警告大家,
这时本人的亲身体验,

- 要是手头运不好, 就别再硬拼了 ==


自己的经验,
要是输了,
就别再赌了.
各位,
一定要记得....

必备的措施,
记得穿红红的东西!!!!
但是不要穿在里面.. xD
穿在里面,
反而会输的更惨啊!!!


好了,
今天就到此为止.....
今天,
输了 RM25.50
咳~
我的天啊~~~




明天上云顶咯~
不要想我
=)











突如其来的讯息, 让我措手不及.

Ang pau Ang pau
Ang pau Ang pau

although the whole Chinese New Year thing is not ang pau,
but unresistably,
Why This Year so less ang pau one ==

hehe~
today went to lots of relatives houses~
quite fun ><

thats the only thing to say
other than that its sooooo boring
xD
sitting there hearing adults talking things which i dont really understand

well
this is 2010 Chinese New Year - day 1

=)

again,

Happy New year
And
Happy valentines to those which have their soul mates ^^

er... what hav i done le?? o.o

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR~!!!!!

New year's eve.
nothing special.
xD

im having a headache all day long.
its so torturing.
why cant it just stop....
Oh My God.

Mostly slept the whole day
got up the first time the pain started subsiding
but a few minutes later,
the pain rises again.
how frustrating

slept two times today
Its just like a pig man...

Oh ya....
went to centro's restaurant to eat dinner with Louie's family.
kinda fun ^^
but the singing was so terrible ==
yucks
Gave me a headache... AGAIN

Tomorrow's chinese new year
Awaiting for it =)

early chinese new year wish =)





Not quite in the mood to type. after seeing everything's happening like this.







Do you know the feeling of being ignored? Its a God Damn Thing.

wow...
its been so long since i've updated this blog.

its molding.

January is over
February is going to reach the middle

Time sure flies.

Since the first day i've been in this...
how can i describe it?

outstanding?
brilliant?
awesome?
fantastic?
excellent?
i couldn't really find and words to describe this class....
its....
excellent? =)

well first day of school,
its kinda cool and awesome.
knew that some of my "older" friends will be with me in this class,
whereas others are in other classes....
its kinda sad really,
we've been together for 3 years ...
and now its the time to separate,
for the first time being i thought that i couldnt suit myself into this class.
but after hours inside this class,
i found that its kinda cool too.

anyway,
ive been infected by someone in school for the first day.
i don really feel shy to say,
but after sitting with her my drinking volume increased. o.o
her drinking amount is....
gigantic?

Know about everyone in this class....
just, i cant really find anyone hating anyone in the class
* except for one, you cant find any reasons not to hate him. his so pathetic *

i found that our class - S1ST
and vivian's class - SISJ
is the friendliest among the three science classes.
too bad,
S1SL has too many quarrels.
haha.
good for them xD

now for business classs..
SIACY is getting better?
Dunno le. xD

i don really care other classes le,
just care about those classes with my old friends inside.
haha~~

yesterday has been the best day ever
although now i have no sound
but yesterday
really is the most tiring and best day EVER

yesterday was spending the whole day with friends
THAT IS SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO AWESOME to me xD

conclusion
its very nice. =)

we've snapped lots of pictures.....
wanna see it?

-click-

Facebook pictures. =)





thats all.




爱情,好恐怖.....