Days of cooling down

It really helps....

Time heals....
Time cures....
Time forgets...
Time releases...
Time pass....


Emo-ing everyday isn't the best way to face it...
Doesn't it?
Thinking of the day which u need to go...
That's right about the day after tomorrow??
Can't stop thinking the days without seeing you...
Maybe i'm describing to much,
But it really is something which i tried to bear now....
I just couldn't stand out any loneliness...

Your smile....
Your expressions...
Your reactions...
Your answers....
Your tempers....

How many things would i miss after they days you've gone?


Maybe i should shake myself out of this...
Be normal as usual,
Like your just a part of memory to me,
A history,
which is meant to be remembered for the rest of my days...

Unfortunately,
i really can't...
I just don't want you to leave~

I have been reacting so .....
I dunno how to say...
It's just only a friendship...
What if next time,
I'm having a relationship?

Can't stop thinking about it.





- Trying to be optimistic, But i just can't stop feeling moody thinking about it.









-octopus aka confidential-

She's leaving.....
She's leaving.....
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She's leaving.....
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She's leaving.....


No matter how hard we adviced her
She's still leaving....

My feelings....
are currupting...

If she goes...
I won't be able to laugh as freely as before.
Because she's the one which makes me laugh everytime.

Good bye...
Good bye laughter...

Tried to be optimistic by learning this sentence....

[不在乎天长地久, 只在乎曾经拥有]

But seriously
i cant.








-octopus aka confidential-

A girl is successful....
A girl is a miracle...
A girl is a wonder....

If they make me cry 5 times a day ... [LOL]

Well...
for 16 years of living in this boring world,
i Finally found ONE girl...
The girl which make me cried...
Can't say cried...
Tears dripping??

Yup its quite suitable xD
She made me Tear Dropped 5 times...
haha~~
today i was so emotional...

The thing is,
i was sooo emotional that i started dripping my tears for so many time....
She was a best friend to me...
A best FEMALE friend to me...
We talked about everything everyday~~
wahahahaha~

Now i got that she's gonna leave....
She's leaving for some reason which i Don't really understand.


Leaving every memory aside and welcoming others to come...

I cant bear the memories we had....
I cant bear to have no one siding with me....
I cant bear someone not laughing with me everyday....
I cant bear someone not asking me to act like others...

I just cant let someone which i cared go away like this...
Im sure that she has the same feelings which her best friends had,
but...

Haiz....

Can't you just finish six years of school then only go?




Feeling very emotional now...
For god sakes i wanna cry out loud....







-octopus aka confidential-

Cant sleep tonight...

So got up and start typing blogs...

actually lots of things happened after the last entry in my blog....
I actually ice-waring with a girl,
Suddenly felt that everyone has grown up,
Felt that LONELY is a very horrible thing,
Results are very bad and need to catch up more,
friendships need to maintain,
aims need to accomplished,
and more more more....
lots more.....

These thoughts just flew to me in nowhere....

Congratulations to those who achieve nice nice results for this semester =)
Congratulations to those which Grown up recently and became a MAN .... (bwahahahaha)


Congratulations to Joseph for entering elocution finals....
Congratulations to those who entered the e-challenge competition... =)







- I need someone who can really talk to me...
Answers me honestly and not like dumping money into the sea...






-octopus aka confidential-

通通死完了....

说好成绩要考好

所说的,

及做的,

有几时是办到的?

有几时是做到的?

一切,

看似不在乎,

但我也是有血肉的

我有心情的

没必要一直这样讲我?

用尽办法

用尽努力

还是这样

要怎样?

成绩,

像烂泥这样

我也不想啊

你以为我是故意的啊?

每天都讲

一定要考好

一定要考好

一定要考好

发现到自己

完全都没有实现过自己给自己的梦想

那么一切自己的梦想

都是梦寐以求, 达不到了??

其他人

都可以做到

为何,只有我做不到??

完完全全做不到


心灰意冷

再来几次

我会崩溃的

谁说男生很坚强?

坚强,

也有限度的




-octopus-